Introvert and Proud

Diary Entry #4

Monday, September 23, 2014

Dear Diary,

 That very Monday as I said, was the only thing we friends talked about. Both me and him were complaining that the theater should've gave us refunds and free snacks but that will never happen and we both know it. As the time passed, days became weeks and I felt myself getting attached and I hated it.

 One reason is because I'm not very good at staying and when I am, my friendships don't last very long but the memories do and I'm grateful for that.

A penny for my thoughts? I was thinking of Christian and Satine's love triangle. Would anyone ever like me like that? Would they lust after me or fall for me? It seemed unlikely, I was a mess. I'm an introvert, what kind of person would love that?

 One day, after a week of babbling and rambling about how the mall was unfair and dumb, he gathered us friends and said that we should go to Casino Royale which was code word for the arcade on Friday since our classes were shortened a few hours back. I thought it was a great idea, after battling tons and piles of homework and essays, I would be happy to escape this hell.

 So I said that I would go along with them, there were five of us, all boys but I didn't mind because boys were often better company than girls. There was less drama and more comfortable silence. You don't see boys flustering over which celebrity was caught in a scandal or if this war with nail polish and make up will ever end and turn into butterflies and unicorns. You don't. They're simple in things they do and the way they act. Well, often they are.

 I didn't mind being the oddball in our circle, they appreciated me and I helped them in turn. Keaton was sitting behind me but then spun around and began laughing. I asked him why, he said that one day I'll become a 'bro'. I smiled at this and kept it in mind. You never know.

 All throughout Physics I slept unintentionally, I had no interest in learning about Pressure or Density and memorising all those ridiculous formulas, it's not as if I'm using them anytime soon. But I also want to pass, last quarter I got a B Average, which isn't bad at all, considering that Marie helped me along the way.

 I forgot to introduce you to my best friend, Yassie. We're very similar and unsimilar in several ways, she might be noisy and really friendly whilst I was quiet and reserved, keeping to myself most of the time. But the moment we met, we clicked almost instantly. We hung out everywhere and shared our deepest secrets, and I felt as if I had known her a thousand years and more. She and I both had crushes on boys at school but I can't reveal that information, she would kick my butt before I could even get an inch away from her.

 I've got to go and eat lunch, the best part of the day, I'll write when I could.