Diary Entry #30

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Tuesday, November 19, 2014

 Dear Diary,

 She said that she was sorry. And I couldn't keep the harsh tears away so I cried in front of her and she told me that I was still the same crybaby I was and nothing changed. I spun on my heel to leave when I crashed into something big and rock-hard.

"J-Jonas," I stuttered, his eyes locked onto mine. I shielded my face away from his gaze as I tore out from his arms which were resting on my arms.

"Jill, it's me, I'm not going to hurt you." he whispered. My insides were having a little dance at his words. I'll admit even I was a little rattled. How did he do that, how can he have so much leverage on me yet simply do nothing but say a few words?

 As I was about to look up, he was frozen again. This is what made my heart break, the special moments were always frozen. I lifted my eyes to his and gently, very slowly, savouring the moment, went onto my tiptoes and brushed my lips against his cheek and walked away.

 I'm sorry, diary. I just can't face the people I care about anymore.

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