Im writing abt the good things in my life bc again, yes I'm having another one of those meh days and I just jsjdkdjxjdbxn
I need something more.
For starters, I got into U freaking T. (As an auto admit but still u know super hyped bc it's my dream school in state) Also, this weekend I'm going to visit A&M because it is my second choice instate and I feel like I'm absolutely going to love it but I'm worried that I'll like it a lil too much. It's situated in a such a small town and I've always wanted to live in a big city that I'm afraid I'll feel like I'm settling if I attend
But well see how that goes
Also, I got all As my first quarter so I'm superrrrrrr happy and proud abt that. My parents both have steady jobs and I've been feeling pretty good abt myself lately so those are amazing things. I guess I'm just kinda worried that I'm not enjoying my last year as much as others are. Like I'm good but there's this pressure to do other things and I feel like I'm missing out by not doing them
Anyway, I've also been freaking out a lil bc iDK WHY I haven't been taking the college application process as serious as I should. Like I literally applied to like four/five school so far and that's IT and that's only instate. My dreams always been to go out of state but that's kinda out of the picture now but I still want to apply just in case yknow
It's been WEird I've been having fun but not really? Idk I'm weird and I just wish I could stop thinking so much
