I AM NOT TO BLAME

They Meet

The Next day

Her : Baby I'm close to your side come fetch me
     10:48am

This is it, at this moment I wasn’t nervous at all…not yet.
I had my confidence high.
And ready for anything, wouldn’t bear to disappoint myself again.

While on our way to my house,
I kept making jokes along the way.
To make her feel free, because I could tell that her mind
Is already thinking about what we’re going to do when we get home.

Without wasting anytime,
When we got home,
I unlocked the door,
And like a gentleman I let her in first.
Then closed it, locked it…
I turned quickly,
Grabbed her arm and pulled her closer to me.
Before she could speak,
I grabbed her ass and kissed her passionately.

I didn’t give her a chance to speak, as she broke the kiss
Trying to speak, I picked her up and started to kiss her neck,
Slowly increasing the tempo.
From slower, to faster
While doing that, I took her to my room, placed her on my bed.
I could tell by her body language, that she doesn’t want to speak anymore
She would rather let our bodies communicate.
We took off our t-shirts and continued to kiss.

While we kissing, she was now settled in the mood,
And she gently touched my dick outside my sweatpants.
Now my dick was getting harder and harder
SHE was a freak, she broke our kiss
Looked deep into my eyes and slowly put her hand inside my sweatpants
And massaged my dick slowly and kissed me again.

Things were moving so fast, it actually felt like a movie
And we were following the script.
If this was a movie I tell you,
It would win an Oscar.

While kissing this time, I broke the kiss
It was time to do, it, I kissed her neck slowly,
And gently squeezing her breasts and started to do something I never thought I would do.
I don’t know what took over me but from that moment on, I was someone else.
I continued to kiss between her breasts
Going down slowly while I’m grabbing her left breast.
As I kissed her I kept giving her eye contact,
I could see her bracing herself for the ride of her life.
While kissing her next to her belly button
I slowly removed her panties
And yes, SHE was prepared, she shaved.
That gave me no reason to look back.
I grabbed her thighs, opened her legs wide, put my head in between her legs…
And I kissed it, she held on, as if police were in pursuit.

I could her hear moaning, that even gave me the motivation that I’m doing
A very, very, good job.
I kissed it, played with my tongue in it, wrote “I love you” with my tongue.
As she got wetter and wetter I played with her clit gently,
And I stopped.

I stood up and took off my sweatpants
And as I got on top of her, I opened her legs wide again,
And kissed her. I took the condom that I put under
The pillow and put it on.
I continued to kiss her, and I stopped
Looked deeply in her eyes
At this point I knew that I was about to make love to her,
So I said”

“I love you baby”
She replied with a tired but willingly face,
“I love you too babe”

I slowly inserted myself in her
Fountain between her legs,
I could hear her taking a deep breath,
And she pulled me closer,
Held me tight.
I began thrusting slowly and picking up my pace,
It was like nothing I’ve never felt before.
I’ve never been to heaven, but at this point I knew what it feels like.
I went deeper and deeper,
Kept on sucking on her nipples, kissing her neck.
All she did was moan and not knowing where to put her hands, grabbing the bed sheets.
From there on I could confidently say I rocked her world.
She wrapped her legs around me,
While I was thrusting, I could feel her body shaking,
The heat between her legs.
I didn’t really think I was that good.
If I remember correctly,
When a girl is shaking, it can only mean that she is about to cum.
And that made me feel the heat in my legs,
And I released, what a ride.
Off…
I got off her and I could still hear her breathing,
I was tired as if I was exercising,
Well in a way yeah, “sexercising”

I laid down a bit, took the condom out and stared at the ceiling.
She then laid her head on my chest, and when I looked at her, she was smiling
She said “when last did I feel like this”

What did she mean by that…?

It doesn’t matter now, I didn’t answer I just played with her hair,
And told her that I want to get up.
While I went to throw the condom away, she went to the bathroom,
She wanted to take a shower with me but I refused.
For some reason, I couldn’t look at her in the eye,
Was it fear or the fact that I’ve never done this before and I don’t know what to say after?
But hopefully I’ll be okay.
After she was done bathing and getting dressed she asked me to accompany her home,
I went to get dressed and accompanied her home.
The awkward silence that was there when we were walking…
And all I was thinking about was getting home and having a long bath,
And think about what happened.
It was too much for me to digest.

“I love you baby, I’ll see you tomorrow at school”
She said to me.
“I love you too baby”
And like that I left, the streets were quiet,
Well I thought they were.
Not realizing I was in my own world and I’ve put the world on silent till I got home
Took a long bath,
Thinking about what had happened, it was really, really,
And I mean really amazing
My final thought after thinking about it…

“I want more”

Whatever that had me in silence was now gone,
I was ready to talk to her.
So I picked up my phone,
Texted her and asked how was it.

Her : oh my God baby it was so amazing, really can't explain it, you're a freak, I can still feel your kisses on my lips, I want us to do it again, feels like today wasn't enough
21:34 pm