New Year
We were always talking over the phone,
Missing each other,
Talking to each other about the stuff we go through every day during the December holidays.
Damn I've changed,
I was now doing this like a professional.
The relationship was nothing major to me anymore,
I was used to it,
I was used to her,
But I missed her.
Afraid I wouldn't see her again,
But I still told her I love her.
Not once in a while, but
Everyday.
Schools open
You could say we planned this, because
My friends and I were still together,
We made it,
Made it to the next life,
The next grade,
The new school,
High school.
But there is not a sign of HER.
10 missed calls,
11 WhatsApp messages,
She replied them like a savage.
Still no response.
(Baby Where are you? Which school did you go to? Please answer me ❤️)
08:45am
A week went by without hearing from her.
No one realized I wasn't okay with it.
Until they did,
I was worried,
Didn't know what to do,
Should I tell them?
They might tell me I'll find a new one,
Because look at all these ladies,
But none of them were like her.
Or so I thought,
Maybe I should or maybe not.
Have you ever experienced, Déjà vu?
Well I did.
I re-lived a moment twice,
Again, in class,
This time I was sleeping.
I heard a chair moving behind me,
And it poked me.
What is it?
Who is it?
I won't raise my head.
Again, it poked me,
With anger, I turned,
With a smile, I froze,
It's HER...
Interrogation room, she surely felt she was in.
I kept asking her questions,
In which she did answer.
And all was well,
One last question...
What took you so long to come to school?
She replied,
"I didn't want to come to this school"
Don't ask her why, said thought.
Something didn't sit well with me,
But it wasn't making any sense.
It was for another phase, not now. For now, it was all about me and her.
YOU ARE READING
I AM NOT TO BLAME
Poesia"I am not to blame" is a book written for teenagers, A book that reminds teenagers to make the right choices, To realize that they have a lot to live for in life and not just Social media, clothes, relationships and friends. It's about their future...
