Everytime.
Every single time I idle, those thoughts keep haunting me.
Everytime I stopped doing work, I still feels it.
Every single time.
Right now, I feel so down.
Someone told me to tell it to a stranger.
Sadly but I can't.
I tried but I can say it all.
I want to disappear in this world
I want to be a rock in my next life,
Where I can't feel anything
I wanna say something, but I cant open my mouth.
