Last April 15, 2019 I recieved an email greeting me for my birthday. Telling me he loves me and asking me why the hell I havent looking for someone else?
Hi? Incase you're reading this, thankyou for the email? I don't know what to say since I wanna believe that you're the real one. Yet something in my mind telling me your not. Thankyou for the gift. It really made my day, thus it makes me feel sad.
Since you're asking me why I haven't looking for someone else, I don't want to do it. Loving you is the best thing I've done and I don't want to replace you. Maybe in next life, I will. No one can ever replace you.
Just like what BTS sang in I Need U,
It goes round & round 나 왜 자꾸 돌아오지
I go down & down 이쯤 되면 내가 바보지
나 무슨 짓을 해봐도 어쩔 수가 없다고
분명 내 심장, 내 마음, 내 가슴인데
왜 말을 안 듣냐고
또 혼잣말하네 (또 혼잣말하네)
또 혼잣말하네 (또 혼잣말하네)
넌 아무 말 안 해 아 제발 내가 잘할게
하늘은 또 파랗게 (하늘은 또 파랗게)
하늘이 파래서 햇살이 빛나서
내 눈물이 더 잘 보이나 봐
왜 나는 너인지 왜 하필 너인지
왜 너를 떠날 수가 없는지
