Battle Scars

Chapter 2

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We get to my mums house and where looking at it

"Maybe I should..." He says about to walk back

"No your coming with me" I say cutting him off and pulling him back, we slowly walk up and I will admit I was scared!

*knock knock* we step back and my mum opens the door

"Hey mum I'm moving out I need to get some stuff" I say trying to walk past her while holding jacks hand

"Ok cool um who's he" she says looking at jack

"He's uh my boyfriend" I say looking at the wall

"Hello my names jack nice to meet you" he holds out his hand and my mum doesn't shake it oh no

"Jack wait out here Shenaye you go" I look at Jack and go to walk to him

"Shenaye go" jack winks at me and I walk up the stairs I get into my room and look at all the photos that I printed out of magcon I smile and my heart fills up with love I get all my clothes and put it in my massive suitcase I get all my shoes and put them in a separate bag. When I'm done I look there's barely anything....

I walk down the stairs and my mums on the couch where's jack?

"Mum where's jack?!" I ask angrily

"Oh you won't have to worry about him put your things back your not moving" she says smirking at me, I was so angry I held my bags tightly and ran out the door and just ran I didn't know where I was going I didn't care I needed to get away from her, I get to fields and I sit down a tear goes down my eye where's Jack?

-------------------JACKS POV---------------------

What am I gonna do I can't go to her house and I don't know if she's even their my phones dead from taking so many photos and I need her

Ok Jack just stay at a hotel charge your phone and it will be ok just relax well try so that's what I do, I get to a hotel an book a room and sit it in I put the phone on charge and there it's as easy as that....oh shit I left our luggage at the mall including my iPhone charger, hopefully someone picked it up I have no clothes or charger! Well this is shit the bad tides have fucked me up haven't they, I wish I could go back to her parents house but her mum said they she will kill me if she sees me again Shenaye was right about her parents there crazy!

-------------------SHENAYES POV--------------

Well this sucks I lay my head on one of the bags and look up at the stairs im not going home never! And I've lost jack he won't answer his messages he properly hates me I wouldn't be surprised I'm just a teenage dirtbag.....

I go on Twitter and tweet

@shenayehunt: just Lost bae where are you at tho? ;( @jackjackjohnson

I lay down and cry I love him and once again he's gone until I get a notification on my phone a smile comes across my face and I wipe my tears away....

It was Nash I laughed why is he in the wrong place at the wrong time?! I open it up and it's a tweet

@nashgrier: what ya mean you lost bae isn't he with you? @shenayehunt

@shenayehunt: well shit happened and I went to get all my luggage I came down and he was gone ;( @nashgrier

I didn't tell him the full story because people that I don't want reading it could....

Well I better go and find a hotel to stay at for the night I ain't sleeping on dirt

I find the nearest one and use the last of my money for one night, I get into and open my door I lay my things down and sit there for a while well there's no point staying her so I decide to walk out

"And it's flights to la trips to Paris seems to tight but we couldn't care less girl woah" I start singing I realised how loud I was and stopped

"I'll let you shop in New York drink in London it's all the same girl as long as you coming girl woah" a voice sings wait was that jack g!?

"Jack gilinsky?!" I yell out and everyone looks at me so embarresing but I didn't care

"Jack!!!" I yell even louder

"Shenaye is that you" Jack pops out of the men's bathroom I turn around

"Omg jack!!" I run over and hug him so tight it was crazy

"Woah are you ok oh wait jack lost you he's out looking for you...come to our room and let's wait for him" he says smiling sure he pulls his elbow out and I put my arm into it

We get up there and their room was way better then mine!

"Woah fancy" I say walking in

"Not bad I've seen better" he says sitting on the bed I sit next to him

"Jack I know your still angry about when we broke up" I say looking at him

"I'm not angry I'm upset I love you and now your dating my best friend" he says looking at me and his eyes get watery

"Look it wasn't meant to be and what happens if i break up with jack it will just make it worst and I love both of use like I walked into my old bedroom and if only you seen my room there was posters of magcon everywhere your who I love I love all of use I love nash, Carter, matt, hayes, Taylor,Aaron, shawn, Brent all of use only cause I'm dating Jack doesn't mean I like you any less" I say trying to make it right, he looks at me and hugs me I hug him back until the worst thing ever happens

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS" Jack says looking at my wrist

"Oh it's just um I did fishing when I was little and the rope was uh really bad so it kinda uh sliced my wrist" I say I'm such a bad lyre

"Yeah right nice try I know why it is...but why" he says putting his finger softly on it

"I got bullied everyday you don't know what it's like people saying kill yourself everyday punching you and being called a slut, bitch, fat hoe for being yourself ok so leave me alone or next time their wont be a next time" I say crying I got up and ran to my hotel room when I got in I locked the door and started crying even harder another notification comes up on my Phone I go on it and of course haters

@unknown:good her properly ran away from you ugly ass bitch

Soon as I seen that I had enough fuck everything I walk to my toiletries and grab the razor I sat in the bathroom and sliced my skin I was on my third one until someone knocked on the door i walked over and opened it.....

It was Jack Johnson he looked at me shocked as I had a razor in one hand an blood dripping down my arm a tear come down my eye as he examined it

"Shenaye why?!" He says still shocked

"I'm sorry" I mumble under my tears

"This must be the first time I'm disappointed in you" he says as he walks away... Oh no what do I do omg more tears come down as I look at my arm

"This one is for you Jack Edward Johnson" I say slicing down my arm it stung for a second but I just went into the bathroom and sat down I let the blood escape my body until it all went black...

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So shenayes started cutting OH AND BTW NONE OF THIS IS TRUE ABOUT ME OR MY FAMILY ITS ALL MADE UP EXEPT FOR WHAT I LOOK LIKE SO YEAH :-)