Battle Scars

Chapter 56

"Mum..." I say and hug her
"I'm sorry" I say and I start crying
"Shenaye I'm sorry I'm sorry for not being there for you 100% I see you on the TV and I just wish I was there for you" she says and I cry we talked for ages!
"Bye mum" I say and she smiled my mum has breast cancer I feel so bad
"Bye Shenaye" she says hugging me tightly I walk out
And I run as fast as I can to Johnson's house it's ages away
"Here let me help you" beau says I get lifted of the ground and he was holding me.
"So where jack Js house" he reassures
"Near there the little paddock across from his" I say he nods and i look at him
"Beau" I say he look at me I had my legs around his waist I was so scared
"Yeah" he says I look at him he leans in but our lips don't connect I open my eyes
"Is it because.." I say and he nods
"I hate this." He says and I laugh
"At least your here right?" I say and he smiles we finally get there and I start climbing the tree till I get to a special branch I look at it and smile
'Shenaye ❤️'s The Jacks' I start crying and I lean on the tree
"Beau I miss them I miss them so much" I say and he hugs me
"It's gonna be okay" he says
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I takeaway and get home I lay on my bed I miss Jacks hugs and his kisses he would give me I miss all of it! I get under the covers
"Beau remember when we first met and I ran into your room cause I had a bad dream" I say and he laughs
"Yeah I remember that" he says and I smile I lay on my side and fall into a deep sleep I wake up and go to the bathroom I wash my face and turn the TV on when there was knock on the door I answer it and Rahart was there oh hi I say settling my hair as it was in all directions
"You wanna go out for lunch soon?" He asks
"What like a date?" I ask and he smiles
"Yeah..." He blushed a bit
"How about 12:30?" I say and he walks back
"That's fine with me if that's fine with you" he says he kept walking back and smashed right into the wall
"There's a Wall their" I say and he laughs
"A bit of late notice don't you think?" He says and I smile
"Nope not at all see ta Rahart" I say and he smiles I close the door
"I gotta date!" I say jumping up and down
"With him seriously?!" Beau says
"What he's cute anyway I gotta get ready" I say I go in my bedroom and raid my cardboards
"I've got literally nothing to wear!" I say and I turn around I look on my bed and there's a beautiful dress it was a light blue dress with nice floral patterns in it, there was a nice pair of sandals also he appears and smiles at me
"Oh my gosh it's beautiful beau I love it I love it!" I say I run over and hug him tightly
"Beau I love you so much" I say
"Love you two" he replies he disappears and I get changed I walk into the bathroom and do my hair I have it out and I do my makeup I put on Hot pink lipstick and some foundation with mascara. There's a knock on the door and I grab my hand bag with my sun glasses I open the door and he looks at me
"Woah you look beautiful!" He says shocked
"Thanks, you look nice to" I say and he smiles I walk out and close the door we start walking
"So what happened to you and the people that where with you at the skating ring?" He asks
"My mums dying and I had to come to Miami to visit her and there going on tour sort of thing" I say
"Use are famous?!" He asks confused
"I'm famous for my own things.. Where famous in a way where internet famous" I say hoping he won't like me because of it
"Well I'm famous two!" He says I was surprised I look at him
"Wait what!" I say
"Well In a couple of TV shows some even main characters!" He says
"That's so cool!" I say and he smiles
"Yeah" we start talking about his TV shows and he was really nice
"Hey didn't you have a boyfriend?" He asks confused
"Yep but stuff happened and where not together" I say and keep thinking about Matt
"I'm sorry to hear that" he says
"So what about you do you have a girlfriend?" I ask
"Nope I've had girlfriends in the TV shows but haven't had any interest" he says. We get there and sit down at Burger King
"Hey what's that around your neck?" He asks
"This is just a heart necklace.." I say holding it
"How gave it to you?" He asks
"Let's just say the closest person in my life" I say and he smiles
"And the other one" he says I hold it
"Please don't freak out when i say this" I say looking into his eyes
"I was married.... The guy he cheated on me with my sister" I say and my eyes where getting watery they called our number and Rahart collected our food he put it on the table
"Shenaye I'm so sorry to hear that" he says I grab my food
"I'm just glad you didn't over react" I say and he laughs
"There's no point to" he says and I smile.
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We sat at the table talking and laughing he was so nice.
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"That was so fun thanks for that" I say unlocking my door I look at him again and smile he was so cute
"You wanna come over for a little while?" He asks
"Uh sure" I say smiling I walk into his apartment it was nice I'm surprised it wasn't messy when I went to go out and leave Gilinsky by himself for a couple of nights the place would be a complete mess! I sit on the couch
"You really like this guy don't you" beau says
"Yes I do don't fuck this for me" I say in my head
"I won't" he says Rahart walks over and I smile he sits on the couch next to me he turns the TV on and we watch it together he slowly moves his arms behind me which makes me smile I look at him and put my hand in front of my mouth to try and stop myself from laughing I keep looking at him and he eventually looks at me
"What's it like working at the roller skating rink?" I ask
"Shit" he says and I laugh I miss Johnson so much I miss him so much....
"Shenaye I don't want to rush you-" he starts but I cut him off by putting my finger on his lips I move my fingers and our lips connect his lips where soft and damp I move so I'm sitting on his lap we kiss softly and it gets more intense my tongue slips into his mouth and his hands move to my waist i put my hands on his neck the door opens and we both stop and look at the door it was 3 guys standing there
"Guys really?!" Rahart wines
"Sorry" one of them says on guy had blonde hair the other 2 had black hair one looked Asian and the other one had like a massive metch you average teenage guy
"Come in" Rahart says I turn and sit on Raharts lap
"Guys this is my...uh" Rahart says
"Girlfriend" I say and I smirk at him
"Hi my names Shenaye" I say and where smiling
"My names dougie" the goth one with the metch says
"Hi" I say shaking his hand
"My names Matthew" the blonde guys says
"Hi... Matthew" I say my heart stopped his name is Matt I can't believe this!
"And my name is Joel" the Asian one says
" nice to meet all of use" I say smiling
"So how did use meet?" Dougie asks
"The skating rink" I say and they smile.
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"They seem nice" beau says and I smile. We play his PlayStation
"Anyway I have to go now nice to meet you guys!" I say I get up and walk to the door with Rahart following behind me
"Goodnight" I say smiling at him he leans in again and we start kissing I jump up onto him and wrap my legs around him he's amazing we walk back in the apartment we stop
"Guys out!" Rahart says they sigh and walk out, I lean my back on the wall and Rahart start kissing me he cups my thigh and puts my thigh next to his waist...