Battle Scars

Chapter 41

"Let's go..I've called my sister she's meeting us there" Johnsons says
"And my family's meeting us there also" Gilinsky says
"Well at least you have family last time I seen my mum was when I was with Johnson" I say and Johnson looks at me.
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We get there and walk in we get to sit in the front my gut looked big in this crop top
"I can't wear crop top anymore!" I say and he laughs I look at Gilinsky
"Thanks for organising all of this" I whisper to him
"It's okay I love Emma as much as you did" he says the priest comes out and starts saying some prayers.
"I would like to call the parents up to say some words" Jack and I stand up and walk to the microphone
"Emma was our child that we loved so much I would like to say thanks to Johnson's sister looking after her could she please come down" I say she stands up and walks down
"This is for you thanks for looking after her I really appreciate it" I say handing her flowers that Gilinsky got on the way here
"Thanks so much Shenaye she was a beautiful girl" she says Jack does his speech and we sit down the tears come down and the same on Gilinsky's face I get some tissues I also got from on the way and hand one to Gilinsky
"Thanks" he whispers wiping the tears off.
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We walk out
"I think I'll be depressed for the whole day now" I say
"Same" Gilinsky says we walk and go on the bus
"I could literally live on this bus it's so cool" I say
"Well I bought the bus so..." Gilinsky says
"Really!!"I say shocked
"Yeah well I have to drive so yeah.." We get on the bus
"I wanna drive this!" Carter says
"Okay sure" Gilinsky says
"Oh my gosh how good is 'signs by Sam wilk!" I say
"Yeah it's pretty good"
"Baby I can see the signs I know you wanna leave with a girl like me you've been looking for a while and I can't even lie yeah I swag so mean" I sing and Johnson laughs
"What" I say look at him
"You changed it to girl" he says
"I know" I say giggling
"I wanna watch a movie" I say taking my shoes on
"Horror?" Gilinsky says smirking
"How about we watch insidious?" Johnson says smirking also
"Yeah sure I don't care" I reply
"Nash still hasn't came back" cam says a bit worried
"To be honest I don't really care he made the guy I love turn against me he took the 3rd thing I cared about and broke it" I say walking to the back of the bus we put Connor and beaus mattress and put it on the floor we set up the laptop and I lay in the middle
"Wait don't start it" I say getting up I go to the fridge and grab 3 cans of coke and packets of chips I walk to the back
"Yes!!" Johnson says and I laugh I hand them a drink and Gilinsky presses play
"These movies scare the shit out of me" I say.
"AHHHH!" I yell and put my hand on my eyes covering my eyes I slide down on the Mattress and pull the blanket up I rest my head on Johnson's bare chest I kept putting my blanket on my face as a jump scare happened I sit up again and hold Gilinsky and Johnson's hand tightly
"What are you guys.." Emma says as a jump scare happened I jumped and they both laugh I blush
"Oh ahaha just saying Nash is back." She says I get up
"Shenaye don't" Johnson says
"I got to" I reply he lets go of my and and I walk Nash was talking to carter
"Hamilton..." I say crossing my arms
"What do you want"
"Nothing it's just funny how you ruin my life and act like nothing happened" I say the anger boiling inside me
"Look he doesn't like you he couldn't see that you where whoring around with Jack and Jack so I had to break it" he says
"For his own good.. Maybe this is for my own good then" I say
"Open the door carter" I add he does so and I run out as fast as I can I hold my gut and lay down in a paddock I just want to die.... Maybe Nash is right.... I get my phone out and call Johnson
"Shenaye where did you go?!"
"To be honest I don't know tell Nash he's right I don't belong here I should be dead I should just..no one wants me to be here" I say tears coming down
"No Shenaye! Shenaye don't you dare say that no one deserves to die I love you Shenaye we all do I'm coming out to find you" he says I here the bus door open
"Why so I can deal with Grier again" I say
"Shenaye please.."
"I'm going to find you" he says hanging up I lay down and close my eyes I feel the cold breeze cross my arms and I finally feel asleep. I heated footsteps coming towards me
"Shenaye!" I hear someone yell I don't open my eyes it was night time
"Shenaye I'm so glad your okay" Johnson says picking me up i finally open my eyes
"You found me" I mumble
"Of course I did because I love you, your my best friend and I would do anything for you" he says smiling
"I love you two Johnson I say my back hurt and I was tired I closed my eyes again I was exhausted I don't know why he takes me to the bus and before I knew it I was laying down in the back of the bus on the mattresses I sit up
"Shenaye I kicked Nash off" Gilinsky says I laugh
"Best friend over friends I guess" he says and I smile
"Could you get Some water I'm really dehydrated" I say
"Sure" he says walking away.