Battle Scars

Chapter 29- Jack will be the death of me

"Race you there!" Matt yells and we ran at the same time we both laugh and I start climbing until we got to a nice branch I sat down so I was fully facing Matt, I look down I was so scared of what to do he cupped my hands and I looked at him right in the eyes I pull him into a hug
"Your smile must get all the girls" I say to him while pulling out of the hug
"Yeah but not the one I want" he replies smirking
"You sure about that" I smirk back at him and he laughs I didn't know what I was doing he came closer to me and I did the same our lips connected it was different from all the kisses I've had I felt the sign of true love pierce into my heart
"I can't" I say pulling back he looks away and I do the same I start climbing down and walk to the bike, Matt was behind me Matt sat on it and it was the same he rode of and I hugged him tightly he was nice and warm.
-
We got back and we walk up the stairs
"Matt thank you so much for that it was so fun!" I say hugging him tightly he picked me up and hugged me more tightly I heard a voice clear and I look it was Johnson
"Hey!" I say smiling he smiled back
"Well by Matt!" I say walking away with Jack I walk slowly as I pass Jack and Alyce's room she is my sister. My sister! I walk slugged I want to go home and see Emma I miss her.... When I got into the room I sat down on the bed. I'm been dying over Jack he was my whole world he was the bestest friend in the world I want to wake up from this nightmare but it's reality he really did this to me. I walked upstairs to the roof and sat down and started crying again..... I felt like nothing and the only way to relive myself from this was.... A razor..... I walk down and get one I walk upstairs to the roof
"Jack will be the death of me" I mutter and slice at my skin trying not to hit a vain I cried more as the blood poured out I was about to cut my third one when the door open to the roof it was beau brooks.... I started crying more
"Shenaye!" He said running towards me
"I can't help it" I cry more and more he picks me up
"I can't see you like this anymore" he says looking at me a tear came down I breathed heavily he held me like a baby and I put my bloody arm in my lap he knocked on Gilinsky's door for some unknown reason jack looks at me
"Shenaye...." He whispers
"I would punch you right now but that would be a waist of time" beau says and Jack's eyes started getting watery
"Think about your actions" beau angrily and he walks of I was started to get really dizzy Jack opens the door everyone was in our hotel room Beau puts me so I can stand I couldn't stand up properly I fell down again and Beau caught me
"What happened" beau asks Jack tells him everything he only new about Jack cheating on her but not everything...
"Shenaye I'm so sorry" he says and a tear comes down my eye
"Shenaye!" Nash yells walking over to me
"Oh my gosh Shenaye!" Emma yells running to the kitchen and getting a tea towel and covers my arm with it
"Shenaye your going to be okay" Matt whispers in my ear
"Stay with us" carter says they where crowded around me someone slipped a note under the door Nash walks over and picks it up
"It's for you Shenaye..." Nash says handing it to me I look at it and try to open it
'Dear Shenaye,
Goodbye thanks for being their for me I know
What I did was wrong and you have to believe me
When I say I feel like shit for it tell Emma I love her
And that maybe I will see her soon I'm going away
And I'm never coming back from Jack'
"He's going.." I mutter and Jack J runs out to try and find him it was too late....
"I'm sorry Jack.." I say
"It's not your fault!" He defensively says
"It's so complicated" literally I love beau, Jack j and Matthew but i don't want to be a slut what do I do?!