Battle Scars

Chapter 30-hope

I bandage myself up and wipe my tears of my cheek tomorrow where live.....
"Guys could I please just talk to Beau, Matt and Jack..." I say they hug me and walk out
"Guys it's so hard to Explain what I feel inside" I say
"Shenaye I'll always be here for you okay I don't care if you love someone else I'll be right here" beau says I smile he's so caring I look at Jack & Matt
"Just give me one more chance..." Jack says this is so hard
"I'm not 18 no more I have a child I hate this! I want Emma to have a father one that loves her..." I say
There was knock on the door I walk over and open it, it was Connor.
"Oh my gosh Connor!" I squeal and hug him he picks me up and I wrap my legs around him
"I missed you so much!" I say and he smiles
"Missed you to" he replies I love him so much!
Everyone looked at him
"Bruh." Matt goes and everyone starts laughing
"Oh my gosh I remember that!" I say and he laughs
"Everyone if you don't know this is Connor he's a close friend...." I remembered how we met on the bus
"And that's Jack" Connor says with a smirk on his face
"Con da Bon it's okay" I reply
"Con da Bon?" Jack says laughing
"And your still a dick ain't you!" I knew Jack wouldn't change.....
"No just..." He looks away
I sat on Connors lap as he talked about where he had been.
"What's that!" Connor says looking at my wrist
"Oh yeah Jack my ex-husband he cheated on me and a lot of stuff happened"
"Hold the phone.. He cheated on you!"
"Pretty much"
"That's just....." Connor says we talked forever we ordered a pizza and watched a movie until Matt and Connor left it was just Jack and I
"I'm going bed night" I reply turning to it and getting in it
I lay down and I was so tired I take my bra off underneath my shirt and take my pants off Jack turns the lights off and he gets in with just Calvin Klien underwear he put an arm around me I turn to him and put one leg over the top of his legs he puts and arm around me and I fall asleep. I wake up and Jack is getting dressed I get up and comb my hair I put it in a high pony tail and put some mascara, concealer, and foundation I get a pair of shorts and a teenage dirtbag crop top out with black vans I walk out jack was wearing a white/grey/blue striped hoodie and a pair of jeans with a blue pair of shoes with yellow flower like decorations on it he looked really cute
"Woah your wearing makeup!.... Not that you need it or anything" I giggle
"Aww thanks" I say hugging him he's a dick but he's my lil dick. We walk out and everyone's talking Beau and Matthew looked at me
"You look amazing" they both say and look at each other beau was wearing a dirty pig shirt with a average pair of shorts and Matthew was wearing a beanie with a pair a jeans red high tops and a grey shirt
"Let's go!" I yell and run to the car everyone running to the tour van this is what where staying in from now on... We get in theirs bunk beds and everything.... We get in and look at it it was amazing I run over and dumped all my stuff on the top bunk
"That's my bed!" Everyone rushes over and plonks their stuff on the beds Beau is underneath me he wanted to come and Connors across from me Jacks underneath Connor, Matthew and carter are together we start driving.
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We got their lots of girls are screaming and crying i look at the window and wave at them I've got all my fans....
"This is so cool!" I say the bus parks and we run out we all wave at everyone Beau runs in front of me and I jump up on him I was on his shoulders and we start laughing everyone's screaming we get on the stage Jack & Jack sing all their songs and I get the mic handed to me
"Hi guys thanks for coming! We love you guys so much!" I say and everyone screams everyone said a few things and Mahogany lox the dj put on lip gloss everyone started dancing to it Carter looked so funny I laughed and it was an awesome day.
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I was so tired we got into the Bus and everyone was in a circle/square playing another game,
"Where playing spin the bottle just like the good days" Jack says I Walk over and sit down Alyce a and Jack where talking he laughed i missed him so much.....
"Shenaye you go first" carter says I spin it and it lands on Emma
"I...like.......Mathew, Beau, Connor and Jack" I say looking down at the floor I blushed and they looked at me
"Only one!" Emma says laughing I loved all of them I didn't want to say until the phone rang, it was Jacks sister
"Hello?" I said
"SHENAYE COME BACK NOW EMMA DRANK BLEACH UNDER THE CARDBOARD SHES IN HOSPITAL IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TOO HAPPEN" she rushes crying
"I'll...be back" I drop my phone and look at everyone tears came down my eyes
"I need to go I need to go now" I yell standing up but Beau stops me
"What's wrong" I just hug him and start crying
"Emma's in hospital...." I cry so hard
"What's wrong" everyone's questioning
"Emma's in hospital..." I say and all of them hug me
"It's going to be okay" Matthew says I hug into his warm body
"I hope...."