Battle Scars

Chapter 27

The car was packed and we hit the road me and Jack where just really close friend I wasn't dating him, I wasn't dating Anyone I needed to lay of relationships anyone would think I'm a slut! Jack turns the radio on
'God only knows by mkto' comes on
"I love this song" I say turning it up
"I always said that I could never fall because I love them all" I sing and Jack sings with me the whole song
"God only knows how much I need you" Jack sings and I smile
"There ain't no crime I wouldn't do for you lets make our getaway" I sing and we laugh randomly.
-2 exhausting days of sleeping In the car until we finally get to the hotel in North Carolina and I seen all of Magcon I was so happy
"Nash!" I say running over to him and hugging him he hugs back I greeted everyone it was just like old times I missed this we talked and went on the roof Maggie was sitting in carters lap,
"Emma!" I yell getting up and hugging her as she walks out of the door
"I missed you so much!" I say hugging her tightly
"I'm here for you okay" she reassures me I smile and nod she knows about me and Jack G everyone does..... It breaks my heart every time it's not just a normal breakup he was my husband he was my one and only.... Emma sat in Cams lap and we all talked in a group Nash and matt are still single. I was starting to brush off Jack G until he walked in Alyce was with him. I felt my heart breaking everyone's jaws dropped and looked at me sense a tear escaped my eye. I got up and marched out tears pouring out my eyes I didn't make it far until I fell down and d
Cried more Jack J and Emma came racing out after me I didn't want to move or talk they Jack picked me up and I just cried over his shoulder
"Why..." I mumble crying so badly
He puts us in our hotel bedroom
"I'll go and talk to him I'll be back soon Shenaye.." He says as I sit on my bed I go into the bathroom and sit down in the bath/shower I turn the shower on and I just sat their In my clothes as the cold water hit me.-
"Shenaye!" Jack J yells turning the shower of I just start crying I look at him and he gets a towel and wraps it around me
"What did he say?" I mumble and there was a short pause
"he.....he...said he..feelings for Alyce...." Jack says looking away more tears came down.
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I changed into other clothes and sat on my bed hugging a pillow
"Everyone wants to come and see you" Jack says and I look at him
"Really?" He nods and a few minutes after that everyone rushes in comforting me I sat their resting my head on Jack Js shoulder
"Group selfie" matt says standing on the bed and everyone was sitting on the bed we all pull a funny face and he posts it on Twitter I retweet I look at Jack Gs profile
'Status: taken' I couldn't help but cry seeing selfies of them together how could he forget about me like that I stand up and leave my phone on the bed everyone was questioning where I was going I knocked on Jack Gs door and he opened it he had only boxers on and Alyce was laying in bed with no clothes on just sheets covering her
"How the fuck could you do this to me not only to me but to our child your a fucking dead shit" I say angrily
"The heart wants what the heart wants" he says looking guilty
"Well what my heart wants is you dead" I say, I walk away and sit on my bed how the fuck can he just forget about me.... How can he... It's crazy!
"Guys I'm not being rude but I need some time to myself"
"We understand" carter says hugging me
"Goodnight everyone" I say as we have a little group hug they leave and it's just Jack and I.
"he.....he" I started seeing all dots everywhere and my ears started getting muffled what's happening to me eventually I fall over and it all goes black.
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Everyone is around me looking at me
"Shenaye are you okay!" Jack says I sit up and look at him I'm so
confused
"Ouch my head" I say putting pressure on it I was really dizzy
"You passed out again" Nash says and I look into his blue eyes our eye contact is stopped by Jack Gilinsky voice
"what's going on its 1am!" He hisses
"Shenaye just passed out I wonder why" Nash says standing up
"Shut up why don't you go and rape her again!" He replies
"Say the one that cheated on his wife who knows how long!" I yell and stand up
"You don't deserve seeing your daughter sense Alyce is better then her!" I yell and his eyes where getting watery
"Don't say that I love Emma!"
"you've got a funny way of showing it"
"Really well where Emma now!"
"What's it to you"
"She's my daughter!"
"It's funny you say that because a father would drop everything to be with Their daughter"
"What are you saying?"
"I look at Jack Johnson and Emma, Jack J is a father I know that because I'm fatherless and I want Emma to have a dad, a real dad!" I say getting watery eyes
"I want to be her dad"
"Well your too late" I say walking away with my head down I lay down in bed next to Jack J
"Jack..." I whisper
"Yeah?" He asked
"Did you hear the whole fight me and Gilinsky had?" I asked
"Yeah..."
"About the dad thing-" he cuts me off
"You know I would do anything in the world to be Emma's Step father" he says
"Are you serious!" I say happy
"Yep because I love you Shenaye and I love Emma so much" my heart filled with love when he said that.