Battle Scars

Chapter 50

It was a quiet car trip
"I don't want to see Jack at the moment.." I say
"If you want you can stay with me and Sam" Jack says smiling
"If it's okay" I say he nods and does a u turn.
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We get there and I walk in Sam Was upstairs playing the PlayStation
"You know Jack is gonna think other things about you staying here" Gilinsky warns me
"How do I know he didn't sleep with that hoe the other night" I say he nods
"I'll call him" I say Jack walks up and I get my phone out
'Shenaye you want me to come and pick you up' he says happily
'No it's okay I'm at Sam's house?' He asks blankly
'I don't have a clue you know I ran into that bitch that beat me up she said something like she slept with you last night is it true?' I asked there was a pause
'Shenaye I was drunk Matt he forgave you forgive me
'If you where drunk how do you know you did it?' I asked
'She wasn't drunk she took a photo of me..' He says in a sad tone I hang up why this day my best friends funeral day...
"Shenaye come up" Sam says I walk up and sit on the couch
"Here have a turn of Nazi Zombies" Jack says handing me a remote
"I'm gonna get attached to this game I love shit like this" I say and he smiles
"Yes 4 kill streak" I say and he laughs
"Level 10 come on come on" Sam says and right after he says that a creeper attacks him I start laughing
"I guess it's just me" I say smirking
"I can't believe you made it to level 17!" He says surprised
"I used to always play shooting games like always I wanted to join the Army when I was younger but..." I say and look down there was a knock on the door I get up and Sam walks downstairs it was Johnson
"Shenaye Johnson wants to talk to you" he says I walk down
"What" I say
"We need to sort this out you know I didn't mean it" he says it's true though when I did it to Matt I felt so bad! That's what Jacks feeling right now
"Come here Johnson" I say pulling him into a hug...
-----1 week later------
"Bye Sam!" I say hugging him tightly
"I'm gonna miss you so much" he says which makes you blush I stayed over his house a couple of nights everyone did we got really close we stayed up late when everyone was asleep and talked in gonna miss him... I walk to the back of the bus Jack and I are having some time of each other I sit down and Gilinsky opens the door
"Hey" he says
"Come here sit" I say and he smiles
"I haven't heard that in a while only when I was in the principals office" he says and I laugh
"Jack i don't know what to do! Like Johnson I love him but I feel he doesn't feel the same way about me" I say and he holds my hands
"He loves you he loves you two much trust me he didn't mean it" Jack says and I hug him tightly
"Walking out the door with you on my arm" Jack hums and I laugh
"You can phone me anytime you want" I sing and he laughs we walk out and Johnson's on the phone he looked devastated
---------------ALISHAS POV------
Johnson's fiancé hurt me now she will pay Jack doesn't know what we did that other night his girl will hate it if I change the story a bit....
--------SHENAYES POV---------
"What's wrong Jack?" I asked confused
"Alisha-s-he's pregnant with my child" he stutters
"Don't talk to me again! You jerk here's your stupid ring!" I yell and I walk to the back of the bus I'm sick of feeling this way! I hate it that's it I'm becoming a player and no one can stop me I don't care if people call me a slut or a whore I don't care! Let's make Johnson jealous cause we know how easy that is... I walk out everyone looking at me
"Shenaye I didn't mean it! It's the exact same thing that happened with you and Matt!" He says
"Yeah but Matt and I didn't last we broke up" I say walking over and sitting next to Gilinsky
"Hey Gilinsky how about you come to the back of the bus with me" I say smirking at him his eyes widened
"Uh sure" he says we walk to the back of the bus
-----EMMAS POV-----
Oh no what's Johnson did to her!
"Johnson she's changed" I say shocked
"Yeah I know and it's all my fault" he says putting his head in his hands
-----SHENAYES POV-------
We walk in and I sit down he looks at me and bits his lip I start kissing him and he doesn't pull back he puts its hands on my cheeks and pulls me closer I slide on top of him I hate Johnson... Why did he do this! I start kissing his cheeks and move down to his neck we still haven't hit where still in Omaha at some carpark I stop and look at him
"What the fuck am I doing!" I say getting off him he looks at me speechless
"Why am I doing this! Why am I!" My eyes widened more I walk out and everyone's looking at me again
"Jack her baby needs a dad you have to be with her" I say and he looks right into my eyes
"But I don't want to be with her" he says standing up
"I know you don't but you have to" I say he nods and we walk off the bus we walk towards his parents house we walk in and he tells them what happened they looked upset
"See us Johnson" I say he turns at me and hugs me tightly both our eyes get watery
"I'll miss you" I say and he hugs me tighter I walk out and felt my heart break where do I go what do I do?! I call Gilinsky who's at Sams and he's coming to pick me up I'm so sad and depressed.
He came and I hope it it was another silent drive until we got their we open the door and walk in
"Shenaye I'm so sorry" Sam says walking over to me a tear comes down my eye and I hug him tightly we sit down on the couch and play the play station
"What do I do I have no where to go I'm lost.." I say sitting back
"Your always welcome here" Sam says I look at him and he smiles
"Thank you Sam your so nice" I say hugging him as there's a knock on the door I walk over and open it, it was Jai
"Jai what are you doing here!!" I say shocked is this a dream
"We need to talk" he says I nod and I walk out closing the door behind me
"What's wrong?" I say confused
"It's the rest of the group they are like going crazy!" He says
"They need concealing book a therapist I don't know I have my own problems" I say
"I'm sorry uh I better get going I knew it was going to be a waist of time" he says walking away
"No Jai wait!" I say but it's to late I walk inside and slam the door
"what did the door do to you?" Gilinsky says
"The doors lucky if you ask me" I say and sit down I slouch down and think about what's happening.