I've been a bit sad lately. Why? I used to always skateboard and now that I have four million other passions, I don't make time for that one. On another note, I've made eighty million off of the aluminati pallet me and Jeffery made. I've been a member of my band for five months now; even though our album: which we are currently in the studio recording, hasn't released yet. Indulgence over Abstinence produced they're new album. I listened to it... absolutely trash! Not just saying that to be petty either. It's odious each and every member has talent, including the new lead singer and guitarist, but the lyrics are stupid and organized weird. As well as the way they recorded ultimately sounds shitty. We have four of our songs finished, and just saying they sound AMAZING!
The first song on the album is dedicated to my mom, the second is about abusive relationships, third drug abuse, and fourth is about partying and having fun. The one we're recording right now is the slowest on the album, and it's about depression and not feeling good enough. "Pretend, for so long, that In your eyes, I'm the only... one" I sing slowly, then there's a huge, long instrumental part that leads back into fast music. This is the only song on the album that requires a key board, but low key it's hella fun. I'm not that good at piano, but after this song I progressed and got a whole lot better. We even managed to incorporate it into the heavier elements in the song that isn't all sad. As well as during the slower part, I can't play rhythm since I'm playing piano, so Grim plays the rhythm, but of course jumps back into lead.
This is one of the songs that would've been easier and probably better with Cameron, but his mom is still under going chemotherapy. Speaking of, I donated ten million dollars to cancer researched, and we've all been checking in on Cameron and his mom. "For so long! I thought I needed you, to only be abused. by you. Mistreated. I should've left so long ago. Over done, under went, my self esteem. No longer lives under your shadow, as it fades"
After three hours, we all head back to Zuko's to have some brews, "It sounds great guys!"
"Fuck yeah it does" Aaron wraps his arm around me
Also in the last few, VERY successful months... Elias asked me out, and I said yes! Ever since I started dating him, I've been really happy. "You think we'll go on a world tour"
"Hell if we did, we'd be even more successful then when we were in Indulgence!" Grim smiles
Speaking of, they're getting TONS of hate, and two HUNDRED thousand unfollowed the Instagram page. When I quite, I posted on Twitter
Amanda.A.S
Hi everyone! I have been kicked out of I/A, thank you for everyone who has supported us, I apologize for the drama and unnecessary bull shit that has been posted online. Please no hate, everyone has there own story...
Amanda.A.S
... but I want you all to know I refuse to stop being a creator! My pallet is coming out soon, and I promise, even if it's not with I/A, sometime in the future, I WILL produce another album. :)
Which I thought was alright, and kind, but resulted in everyone attacking Lyric online and saying she was an offal person. I actually found it funny, but she really mad and continued to throw shade at me on insta. I never responded, but I found it quite annoying.
"They're loosing fans" I smirk a bit
"I bet the album will be a hit" Zuko smiles so bright, then cracks open another can "To us!"
"Woah!"
"Cheers to that"
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