COSIMIA | RIM OF THE WORLD

☆彡 nulla.

Prologue
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"I NEVER LIKED YOU, YOU ALWAYS looked like her and not me, almost as if you weren't my daughter" he got angrier thinking about what she could've done to make me

But I didn't say anything, not a word. I learned it just made it worse so I stopped talking a while ago

"Leave, you're useless just like her. Leave and never come back I don't want to see you ever again" my father yelled at me, comparing me to my mother who died a few years ago, he always blames me for her death and I guess it kinda was my fault.

Tears threatened to spill but I was already packed, I went to go up stairs but he violently pushed me back, slapping me before making me fall on the floor, kicking me once more making sure he left his mark.

"Now" he sneered, his eyes completely dark as if I was looking in a black hole

I gulp scrambling off the floor to my feet and out the door, tears finally falling down my face as I closed the newly fresh white painted door that he made me paint since I didn't have a life.

I had nothing with me, except what I was wearing now, a grey cropped sweater and black leggings. In fact I never even had any shoes and especially no idea where I was going. My hair was slightly messed up and I never had a brush I had nothing, he left me with nothing.

What I knew was that I was going to go far away from the place I grew up from all the horrible memories

I limped with every step, feeling my fragile bones sliding against my bruised skin as if they were to break. And just as I thought it couldn't get any worse it's starts raining, hard.

It's been about 9 years of this, it started off with him just saying horrible things to me to him finding it more effective if he would actually lay a hand on me and soon he'd start to do both.

I've wanted to go to school, I've wanted to have friends, I wanted to know what the world was like behind closed doors but he would never let me until now.

I head through the unknown neighbourhood which feels like forever before noticing a forest, I drag my bare feet and push my brown wet hair from my face as I walk through the now muddy trail from the rain.

I missed my mom and never truly understood why she would just leave like it was nothing, like I was nothing but she did and there's nothing I can do about it.

So I continue walking through the dark forest, seeing as much as the green scenery than I can since it's night time and hard to see.

By the time I knew it the sun started peaking out meaning it was morning and my feet hurt from walking and it doesn't help that I have no shoes but what helps is that there is a camp near by.

I've always wanted to go to this camp because when I was little it's all my neighbour used to talk about

Lena Simcoe, my neighbour, the person I thought I could trust, we were so close, we were inseparable that was until her 13th birthday when she invited everyone except me because she was embarrassed to be seen with me, the unknown weirdo who never leaves her house but if only they knew what happened inside.

When we were friends she'd always talked about a camp she would go to every summer, the camp where she met lots of friends, even her first boyfriend. I was always there for her but she was never there for me. It didn't bother me because I finally had a friend who wanted to be my friend, or so I thought.

So ever since then I never trusted anyone.

The sun started shining bright and all the rain stopped and I could finally see, once things start to clear up, I move my nearly dried hair and notice a sign far away but not so far in the distance with big letters put together to spell

Rim Of The World

I made it, I'm here

a/n ☆彡

well this is rly bad but it will get better, i hope

thank you all for voting and commenting tho i rly appreciate 💕😂

much love, christina xx