Holy Shit!!!' That's all that I can think of. He's kissing me and my eyes are as wide as a dinner plate. But as the kiss deepened, I closed my eyes. The kiss lasted about a minute when he started to pull away. As he pulled away he opened his eyes and all I could say is "Uhh Ashley, Why did you just do that?"
I didn't want to sound like I didn't want it to happen, because I did, it's just the fact that Ashley was straight. He would always talk about boobs and such. But what he said next shocked me, he said "I did this because I know you like me Andy, and I just wanted to tell you that it's alright. But the thing is I'm straight Andy."
My heart just went from flying in the heavens because of the happiness, to dying in hell because of the sadness. "Then, why would you do this? I mean, why kiss me, knowing I like you then just say 'Oh I'm still straight' I mean what the hell Ashley!" I screamed nearly pushing him away.
"I DID that because I need you to go past this. I realize that after this you will still like me, but. . "he paused, taking a sigh "because I'm your friend, I wanted you to have that one kiss".
He walked away, grabbed his bass, and headed with the rest of the guys on the stage. I can't believe he just did that I thought. "Son of a bitch" I said under my breath.
I walked onto the stage, hearing the cheers of our fans. "Alright guys. Are you all ready for a kick ass show?" I screamed.
They answered back as loud as humanly possible. "Alright then, this song is special for me tonight, this song is called" I waited for a second to build the fans suspense when I finally said "Loe isn't Always Fair!"
I turned and saw Ashley with a look that said "Really dude? What the FUCK?!"
~BVB~
The show just ended with Fallen Angels and everyone went to the after party except for me and Jinxx. I was on the couch when Jinxx said "So" asked Jinxx while sipping some Monster "What happened between you and Ashley?"
I looked up from my phone to him and said "He kissed me, and then said he was still straight even after that. He said the only reason why he kissed me was because he wanted me to have that one kiss an-"I started to cry and I couldn't even finish what I was going to say.
Jinxx walked to me, went on his knees and said "Andy think about it, Ashley is as straight as straight can be and you love him. The fact that he kissed you so that way you won't be as hurt, I would say that's enough"
"You have a point there. But it hurts me more because, the one person I love, kissed me and said that he's straight so I will never be able to date him. That in itself hurts more" I said choking on my tears.
Jinxx gave me a hug and said "Well then I hope everything goes well. And hey if you need someone to talk to, I'm here"
"Thank you" I wiped my tears and got out off the couch and went to my bunk.
(Ashley's POV)
I was walking back to the bus after talking with Jake and CC at the after party. It was getting late and all I wanted to do was to go to bed. I was at the bottom steps when I heard Jinxx ask Andy "What happened between you and Ashley?"
I went down to my hands and knees and got as close as I can without getting caught. Hearing this conversation nearly broke my heart, but what hurt the most was when Andy said "You have a point there. But it hurts me more because, the one person I love, kissed me and said that he's straight so I will never be able to date him. That in itself hurts more"
After I heard them go to their bunks I got up and went to mine. When I lied down I thought to myself 'How could I do that to Andy I mean, he likes me and I like hi- no I don't!! I'm straight, well at least I think I am. I'm so confused right now. What am I going to do?'
