~I could learn to love Matt, right~ I thought. Our lips moved in unison and the kiss deepened. I pulled back and looked at Matt. "Andy, oh my god I'm so sorr-" he said but I cut him off.
I pulled him in to another kiss. My feelings are so messed up now that I had to be sure if I wanted to do this. Matt is one of my best friends and I don't want to use him. I'm still in love with Ashley, but I think I also like Matt. Yes that's it, I LIKE Matt, but I don't LOVE him. But I do want to go out with him. I pulled away for the second time and said "Matt you crazy bitch, if you wanted to go out with me you could've just said so."
He looked like he was about to fall off the railing when he said "So, you'll go out with me?"
I rolled my eyes, looked at him, and smacked him upside the head. He was rubbing his head when I pulled him into a tight hug and said "Of course you douchebag! Just promise me that if we ever break up that we can still be friends."
His rolled his eyes and smacked me upside the head for payback and said "Of course you douchebag. But can YOU promise me something?"
"Yeah of course"
"Well do you think we can keep this a secret? Cause the rest of my band doesn't know that I'm gay and I'm pretty sure the rest of Black Veil Brides doesn't know about you either."
"Sure I'll keep our relationship a secret." I said. I didn't want anyone to know that I'm gay and that I'm dating matt. Well Jinxx and Ashley know but I trust Jinxx and Ashley figured it out.
Matt smiled and said "Lets head back."
We both jumped of the rails and walked back to our buses with our hands intertwined.
<Time jump 9:30 pm>
(Ashleys POV)
"Royal flush bitches!" yelled Jinxx as he collected his poker winnings, goldfish and gummy bears.
"How do you do it? You always win dude! This deck must be rigged or something" Jake complained.
"It's not rigged, I'm just that skilled!" said Jinxx smirking with 5 gummy bears in his mouth.
"Bullshit!" yelled CC who was in the bathroom.
We all laughed so hard that Jake was having a hard time breathing. Jinxx's phone starting blasting the batman theme song, signaling that it was Andy. Jinxx answered and went to the other room away from the noise. I really don't know what I'm going to do with Andy. He is my best friend and I'm straight, well at least I think I am. I rolled my eyes as Jinxx came out room the other room and said "That was Matt using Andy's phone. Andy fell asleep on the D.R.U.G.S bus so he is going to stay at the D.R.U.G.S bus tonight."
We all said okay to that and everyone got up and separated. I needed to clear my head and to be sure that, well, I am straight. So I changed into so better looking clothes, removed my war paint and put on some simple eyeliner and yelled to everyone "I'm going out!"
I left without hearing them answer and went to the bar.
<Time jump 11:45>
I was at the bar for who knows how long. And I was drunk, really drunk, like drunk beyond drunk. I turned my head and saw this girl. She had bleach blonde hair, really short shorts like neary denim underwear, a hot pink tang top that had her double D (that are obviously fake) boobs hanging out. She noticed me staring and walked over while twirling her hair with her finger. I decided this might as well be a good time to see if I was really straight or not, so when she got up to me I said or more of slired "Did I die and go to heaven?"
She put her hands on my shoulders and moved them down to my chest and said "I don't really know, why don't you tell me?" she moved her right hand and grabbed my, well uh, you know what. I smiled and said "You know what, I really don't know either, why don't you come with me to my bus and see?"
