klance au (trans Keith)

you prick

Keith's POV

I look out my window not listening to what Lance is saying. I hear him get up and put a hand on my shoulder saying my name but I hit it away. "Dont touch me." "Keith come on you cant be mad at me about this." He sits in front of me on the floor but I continue to look out the window. "Its always sex sex sex but the one time I'm feeling up to it I cant have it I always do it for you but this one time you wont do it for me." He sighs " Keith you need to see through my eyes for a second if I was you and you were me I would be fine with not having it after all that's happened to you. And I love you I do it's just I want you to feel safe." I get up and go to my bathroom and lock myself in it. "Keith please dont try anything in there." He says worried and I roll my eyes. "Yes because I'm just gonna hang myself with the shower certain." I say sarcastically. "I'm serious please dont try anything." I look in the mirror just to look into the eyes I cant recognize anymore. I touch my birth mark on my face. "Damn...." I say quietly to myself. "Keith are you ok in there?" Lance asks. "Yeah..." I look down and I open the door and walk out. "What's wrong?" I shake my head. "I'm fine I just want to go visit someone alone." He sighs in frustration. "Keith we need to talk you cant just run away from me. So let's just sit down and talk." I press my tongue on the inside of my cheek and hold my right arm looking away. "Babe please.... talk to me." He walks closer to me and I back away. "For fucks sake Keith just let me love you. Stop pushing everyone that cares about you away because it's getting you no where!" I flinch at his yelling. "Leave..." I say quietly with tears in my eyes. "Babe I'm sorry for yelling-" "just leave." I walk back to my bed and lay down with my face in the pillow. "Ok.... I'm sorry..." he leaves and I let's the water works turn on and start crying. I turn and lay on my back staring at the ceiling. I grab my phone and put my ear buds in listening to music but then a certain song turns on a thousand years by christina perri. I dont know why but this song feels special for some reason. I get up and close my door and lock it and close my curtains then I lay in the middle of my floor just thinking of what has happened.

Lance's POV

I left and went home I go to look out my window but his curtains are closed so I lay on my bed rubbing my face and then running my hands through my hair sighing loudly. I get up and start throwing things off my dresser and my desk. "Fuck!!" I keep throwing things then my mother walks in. "Baby what's wrong?" I just fall to the floor and yell. "Lance hey I'm here." She sits next to me and rubs my back as I start letting out tears. I punch my floor then my brothers and sisters start standing in my door way. "Is he ok?" I get up and slam my door in their faces. "Lance that is no way to treat your family even if you hurt like crazy." I roll my eyes. "Dont roll your eyes at me Mr." "Get out." She stands up. "Excuse me I am your mother you speak to me with respect." "Fucking ground me then just get out!!" I yell. "Fine but you need to check yourself because the way you're going it isnt looking good for you!" She leaves my room and I slam my door shut then get out my phone. I call Hunk and Pidge and they said they're on they're way. After half an hour they walk in my room and sit next to me on my floor. "So what happened?" Pidge asked calmly. "I think I fucked up big time with Keith." Hunk rubbed my back then I get a text and it's from keith and I read it.

Keith- I think I need a break from us.

I throw my phone against the wall. "Let me refraze that I did fuck up big time with Keith.... he wants a break from the relationship." They rub my back and I put my face in my hands and cry. "Do you want me to talk to him maybe he just needs a little pep talk." Pidge says. "Oh and I can cook him something." Hunk says and I just shake my head. "No if a break is what he wants I'll let him have it." I uncover my face and inhale deeply. "I should probably go apologize to my family for freaking out on them." They both nod and I get up walking out to my kitchen where my mom is cooking and I break down crying. "I'm sorry mama...." she runs my back. "Its ok I heard what happened." She says calmly. "I dont know what I did wrong." She makes me look at her and she wipes some of my tears away. "Look baby you did nothing wrong Keith dear is just going through to much at once just give him time ok?" I nod "ok..." she hugs me again. "Now go apologize to your siblings." I nod and go apologize to them then head back to my room and just play games with Hunk and Pidge.

Keith's POV

I'm watching red flo down the drain I tried to stop the bleeding but it wont stop. I sit on my bathroom counter and run the water to try and wash out the sink then I grab a towel and cover up my arm but its quickly bleeds through. I start feeling dizzy so I get off the sink and lay on the floor slowly starting to fall out of consciousness.

Adam's POV

I got home and I walked inside to hear water running upstairs so I go up stairs to see Keith's door is closed so I open it. "Keith you in here?" I walk in and look around then I see blood coming from under his bathroom door. "Keith!?" I open it to see him on the ground with a pool of blood coming from his arm so I quickly put pressure on the cut and call a ambulance.