My Mate, My Love // NCT Park Jisung

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10 February 2019
Jisung's POV

The past days have been really great and ever since I've found out that Eunhwa is my mate, I feel like everyday is just the best days. It was a dream come true actually and I couldn't have asked for more. Well, maybe more in marriage but that's reserved for the future.

Seriously though, I'm not lying but I swear to God, I feel like I have fallen for her even more now. Before, it was just a crush... well a massive one and now it's purely LOVE if you get what I mean because this is honestly so weird and all that I don't even know why I'm doing this.

Anyways, she's like the best mate ever I tell you. She always cheers me up when I'm sad because of my mom's illness and she gives me encouragement to not give up on her because she's a strong woman. She even visits my mom in the palace!

I mean like she's so considerate and kind and all I feel like I don't deserve her but oh well. At least it's not Yoonmi who is my mate that would be bad and I would freak and die. Maybe not the die part but you get what I mean anyways.

Now that I don't have school anymore, I'm basically free from that monster but I still have many meetings to attend myself since father is always taking care of mom then I would sometimes need to take over his place in the meetings and conferences even though I'm not even half as good as he is in those.

It's tiring but as my mom said, "Because when you do it yourself, you get the experience and feeling of all the hardwork and that hardwork will pay every misery you have gone through during the whole process of your duties". But like honestly though, it is really meaningful.

Anyways, back to the present occurences, I usually go to Eunhwa's school to bring her lunch and all those kind of stuff. If I have meetings then no, I won't come but if I don't then I would come. We always chat about whatever on the rooftop where many things happened.

The rooftop was where we first officially met each other, where we first talked to each other, where we first started opening up to each other and where we first had a crush on each other although the last one was pretty much there already before the whole rooftop thing.

I found out that Eunhwa actually had interest in me but kept it a secret and chose not to fangirl and what-so-ever like the other girls in school. This is why I fell for her, for being different. Because like, what's the point of so many creatures in the entire universe if all of them are the same anyways?

Well basically, today was no exception. I had a meeting in the morning about some declarations and everything but it went by pretty quickly so I can visit Eunhwa for lunch at school today. So I did and she had a happy, contended expression.

We ate at the rooftop as we usually would and talked about everything. This time we talked about the past before we knew that much about each other. Technically it was just a trip down memory lane.

We talked about our feelings, the hidden interest in each other which we thought was useless and the one we doubt so much. We laughed as we reminisced the moments because thinking about the past, makes me feel like a true coward, literally.

After that I went back and I had another meeting to attend. This time it's about how I should learn more about the kingdom and everything and how the future Queen should as well. I am literally so close to shout in their faces for the fact that she's still in school but I held myself back.

They said that once she graduated from high school, she would have to either take college majoring on politics or have me teach her. I would need to ask her about that one and agreed to them anyways. Also, Seulgi noona is due next month so Taeyong is probably not coming out of the room anytime soon.

I decided to ask her as she gets home from school and maybe go on a date for a bit or maybe just hang around at the palace for a while. I remember what time I used to go home at when I was in her shoes so I went to the school by that time.

I feel like I'm still in school with her as my mate. I often visit her for lunch and sometimes even pick her up since Mark hyung would go home later than that. But other than that, she makes me feel like I'm still learning, not about subjects and lessons or whatever though.

It's learning about her. Every single day, she makes me feel like I'm learning something new about her and it was just so freaking interesting because she always has a story to tell. Her stories will never fail to amuse me and everyday she would come to me and tell me a new one.

Each and every single one were always so amusing, never boring. Even so, I feel like the longer time goes, the more interesting her stories become. Like one of my teachers once said, "What matters is not the things, it's the memories and history that matters"

It was deep, yes I know and I absolutely love the quote he made. I made my way to school and saw Hyoyoo standing at the gates. That's weird, they always go back together. I walked towards her and started to ask her questions.

"Where's Eunhwa?" I asked first. She looked at me and said "I don't know. I left her here for a while to get these papers and when I came back, she was gone" I furrowed my brows in confusion. It wasn't likely of her to be like this.

"Maybe she's already back at the apartment" she said again. I shook my head. I feel like something was wrong, like something was begging me to pull it out of its misery. I thanked her before going back to the palace.

I spent the rest of the evening thinking in my room. It isn't likely that she would leave without a companion after the incident with Yoonmi and it was all just so... absurd.

Then I suddenly started feeling pain... and sorrow. I was confused because I'm not sick or hurt or anything. Then I remember what my father once said to me when I suddenly teleported into the graveyard.

"It's a mate signal. You and your mate are connected by mind and when your mate feels sad, you'll also feel sad. It's kind of like you're linked to each other you know" I gasped as it all clicked in my mind. I quickly called Mark hyung and was replied by a tired voice.

"What is it Jisung?" he asked through the phone. "Hyung, we have a problem" I said. The other line was silent so I continued. "Eunhwa is somewhere, maybe being held captive because she wasn't with Hyoyoo on the way back and I felt pain and sorrow which was the mate signal" I explained to him.

"Hold on now.... WHAT?!" he screamed and starts to panic. "Hyung... excuse the girls from classes for the rest of the week. We'll find her" I said. I can't stay still with my mate being lost and possibly tortures or something.

And the fact that she's somewhere being tormented makes me even more anxious because she's my beloved mate, and the next Queen for this kingdom. I hope she's hanging tight there, because this might be one long ass ride.