The CEO and his Doctor

Chapter 12: The confession

"I hate to break the moment love but the meat is burning."

Beam jerked upright and shot out of his arms with a jerk. Who knew how much time has passed with him being so comfortably snuggled among his hard arms. He cleared his voice and avoided his gaze as he hurriedly took out the burning meat and proceeded to add on some raw ones onto the grill. The mouthwatering smell was making his stomach scream in frustration.

"Let me..." Forth said roughly as he gently pushed him aside, "go and sit down."

The young doctor was tempted to argue with him but he quietly went to do his bidding. As he poured juice for both of them he silently reminded himself to not let Forth command him again like that. He was his own, mature person and he didn't like being bossed around.

A plate full of grilled meat and sausages was placed in front of him and his internal debate came to an abrupt stop. He took his fork and waited impatiently for Forth to take his place. They ate in peaceful silent for a while before Beam cleared his voice and asked timidly, "why did you do that?"

Forth glanced up at him, "do what?"

"Hug me like that....."

"I wanted to feel at peace."

Beam's heart skipped a beat as his eyes widened, " by hugging me?"

Forth stared at him with his cold, searching eyes, "if only you know how I felt when you were in my arms. I felt like I attained heaven, everything about you is so perfect. Your white, flawless skin, gleaming in the dark.....your scent and your hair...it smells so good...in all you are a perfect fit in my arms and I intend to have you there more often."

Beam's mouth was open like a gasping fish and he was too shook for words. Suddenly he started blinking and big, fat tears gushed down, "why" he chortled, "why only now? What happened all of a sudden for this big change in you?"

"Heyyyy," Forth lunged forward and wrapped his large hand around his nape. He kissed his forehead and gently brought his head to his shoulder, all the while holding him possessively around this nape.

"I fell in love.....unfortunately with you. I'm sorry but I'm never going to let you go, I can't! You are more unlucky than i could have thought because I'm going to force you to stay by my side for the better or the worst. I won't bear it if you will distance yourself from me, I know I'm selfish but I want you all to myself."

He moved his hand up his head and brought his face close up to his. Pressing his forehead against him he continued urgently, " you don't have a choice, I can't let you choose. Remember, you will not run away from me because I won't let you. You sealed your fate the moment you decided to take care of me and made me fall in love with you. It's too late now, there is no going back."

Beam's lips trembled as his words resonate around his core. On one hand logic prevailed and on the other hand, his feelings. He was torn between these two but in the end, his feelings always win. He licked his dry lips and asked, "how....did I made you fall in love with me?"

Forth smirked and swooped down to seal his lips into a hard kiss. He let go completely and Beam swayed unsteady on his feet.

"That's for another day to tell, for now let us eat and enjoy this beautiful moment."

Taking his hand he guided him to his seat and forced him down on his lap.

"You're too light, I don't like it."

"Let me go Forth, you are still healing from broken bones. I can sit on my place."

Forth gripped him tightly, "don't you understand? You no longer have a choice, it's futile to argue because I will make all the decisions as from now on."