All You Ever (Hunter Hayes Fanfic) Book 1

Chapter 38

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I watched as his breathing quickened.

"You what?!" He screams. A little too loud to be exact.

"Ow. Headache."

"Sorry." He mumbled. "I just though you actually loved me, and I though what we had was special. I know in elementary it was hard, but that was the past. Don't you remember out at the football field? Or when we held hands, and our first kiss together? What about the nice boots that you love so much, and the horse riding? What about those love notes I gave you, or the presents? What about telling how much I love you to you? Or our sleepless nights. Or the.. Or the time we fell asleep on the couch, the first night you ever stayed? Did anything mean anything to you? Or was it just to lead me on thinking you like me? In general you really like another guy, and not me. When you told me you loved me, what is true? Did you and Jordan know each other before? Or gosh, even worse. Are y'all dating too? I mean I would never cheat on you, but seeing you like another guy, I bet you would. I think when you first told me you don't date, was true, but now not so much. You have no idea what that message just said, and how bad it hurt me Jade. After I found you again, your all I ever wanted, and needed. But I guess, you think that doesn't matter right? Hey after I get out of here, I'll go find another girlfriend and lead her on. Then I'll send you a sweet text to follow with a sweet reply. Then she will see your reply and get mad at me. Then she will say the same thing. And you know who that will be? Mia.."

He literally had tears coming down from his blue eyes. Did I really hurt him that bad?

His head was hanging down. And he slightly shook every few seconds. A soft mumble came from him. A crying sound.

"I wish you where here." I heard him say.

"I am here."

"No with me."

"I am with you. In the room."

"Not like that."

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing."

I didn't reply. He looked up, and I saw tear streaked cheeks, and still some falling down. His eyes are now red and puffy, and he look abandon like a old house in the woods.

I honestly felt bad. But still. He's dating Mia. So when he said he would never cheat, that was a lie.

Why did Jordan have to leave. He wouldn't have texted me, and then Hunter wouldn't have been upset. Well crying.

What did Jordan even say?

I picked up my phone off the table where it was placed by Hunter.

Scared to look, I unlocked my phone. I clicked on messages. His name. It was a bit long, not too much.

Dang it! He must have saw his collar id too!

J<3:

I guess I should just tell you one thing since you told me that you like me. I love you Jade. And hearing you say that about Hunter crushed me. I mean y'all have a good relationship. But I want you for myself now. I think we should have a chance together. I love you Jade sims. Will you go out with me?

That's what Hunter got mad about. Him saying he loves me and asking me out.

"Hunter, I'm sorry."

"Your breaking up with me aren't you? Just date him already. He might treat you better. I hate myself, I really do. You were the first person to actually understand me, but never mind now. I guess your break up with me for him. Yeah that's it. I'll keep my secrets to myself, I won't go to school. And I'll lay around doing things. I'll just write more songs, but I'll quit my career. I hate it if I can't sing about you. Maybe Jordan will sing about you, and have a better voice. Write better songs. Sing better. Everything with him will be better for you. I'm am ugly, stupid, self wanted, crappy, stupid, jerky, a loner, idiot, sad, guy. Thanks again Jade. I love the new me. I wouldn't trade it for the world."