The Girl Known To Be With Him

D-72

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"So, that was you all along?" I asked, irritation written on my face when I saw her in the rest room, just the two of us.

"Oh. How was it? Did I pull the trigger?" she smirked.

"What do you think?" I washed my hands as I answered her. Tiningnan ko siya sa salamin nang matapos, "Fuck yeah,"

"Now, how was it? What do you feel now when the people around me was affected but not the person you want to be affected? They're supporting me, they make me feel that was just stupidity that I should not believe on that. Even Jaemin---"

I smirked when she drag my shoulders and pushed me to the wall. Well, medyo masakit nga iyon. "Even Jaemin who was inlove at me. Why are you even doing thi---"

"STOP! You fuckin bitch," she gritted her teeth and hold me tighter. But, I didn't stop. I looked at her eyes then continued.

"Why are doing this? What did I do wrong to make you scream in anger? Wala akong ginagawang masama. I don't even get what are you trying to imply in your message. Please, leave me alone. Leave us alone." I said, finishing my statement.

She let go of me and take a one step back. I thought it was over. However, she suddenly gave me an one big hard slap. I was caught off guard.

"Stop saying that everything was going well. Stop saying that just because of the present. You know there's a something you can't let go. Remember the past, remember her. Of. What. Fuckin. Single. Happened." she glared at me and the words she threw to me made me gasped.

"I may not know everything about you but the connection of you to Jaemin gave me. Stop your shits. And, ugh, even though they are supporting you, I know deep in yourself that you're restless with that." she said and leaved the room. My senses are not going properly after what she said about the past.

All I knew that the memories I keep was making me hard to breathe. Hingal na hingal ako. It was like I ran for fucking long time that few seconds after it made me collapse.
   
     
  
   
  
       
   
  
Then, I heard Monique and Kuya around me, talking.

"K..kuya. . ." I moved a my hands as I slowly opened my eyes.

"Jazmine," napamulsa siya at umupo sa upuan na katabi ko. Am I in the hospital?

"Why did you talk to her? I know you can, but look what happened. Kapatid naman," he sighed.

"S..so..rry," I breathed.

"Doctor said about your condition. Bumabalik nanaman yung kondisyon mo. You know that, right?" Monique said at the back. I slowly nodded.

"Jaz, you need to be careful. Namomoblema kami dito ng kapatid mo. You're being diagnosed again with that." Monique repeated.

"Anxiety Phobic Disorder?" I asked.

"Anxiety Phobic Disorder." Kuya answered.
 
 
 
"What worse is it can lead your anxiety into panic attack which is more dangerous." Monique stated.