epistolary & fanfic || Her name is Jazmine. . . and her life is indeed disaster even she was still a kid. Surronded with people she loved, she scared with, and she cried with. With Na Jaemin. [ c o m p l e t e d ]
It was like their whole story is messed by something they don't know. Destiny? Maybe. We dont know.
"We knew each other since. . . we're 6? However, the connection of our friendship didn't last for too long. But we had a great memories together,"
"Then, we met each other again,"
A story have a parts were we should consider when we write one. Kaso nga lang kung sa kanila mo titingnan, it is a little bit confusing when you want to know where you'll start. The rising action, climax, falling action, etc.
Dumagdag pa na why is it like the problems have a fast pacing than the chilling scenes? It should be like the other way around. People tend to think that they have a shorter time when they enjoy than the times they got a problems.
The story started in the present turned into past then the characters started focusing about their futures. Diba ang gulo?
"Until now, our friends are wondering. Are they now okay? Not that we're not literally okay sa health. What I mean is about the connection."
"We stayed silent. We think it's for the better of us two. Our friends know something, yes. But for me, I only answer when they needed."
More than 5 years passed after that incident. Ano nga ba talagang nangyari after the hospital scene? What's the right meaning behind Jaemin's message at the end?
They got too problems at the end na hindi pa nasasagot. Jazmine's health? Bestfriend's name? That bitch who messed up? We don't know.
The information given to us is too repetitive. Yet, those information is not even answering the questions we needed. Nasagot na kasi iyon eh. Anong nangyari pagkatapos?
"We flew away on our cage. That's the first thing happened after we went to the hospital,"
It was the day of their sadness. Seven years ago, maybe?
"I flew back again the America. My parents were worried about my health kaya naman pinadala nila ako sa America para sa mas mabuting kalagayan,"
"I actually focused on my college and my senior high. We we're more busy than before and the fact we're not in the same school, we got a little time to hang up with each other. Hindi ko alam, I focused on something kaya hindi ko na alam yung iba,"
"Kami? Ah, hindi ko alam eh."
"Busy. The connection was like a bomb that stopped. I think we both not know what happened next about each other," They focused on their own lives. Moved to the next target on their lives kumbaga. It's like focusing about your own life and not about the particular person you used to. Not that they forget one another. What's that term again? Ah, moving on. Maybe we can say like that.
They're still friends. Friends around them keep updating everyone to one another. Perks of having one circle of friends.
"Actually, no. I heard that she came back here a months ago. Nung grumaduate si Monique. Hindi kami nagkasalisi nung araw na iyon."
The question is, are they ready? We know every decision we make can give a billion effects. Can be positive or negative.
"I. . . actually don't know? Bahala na siguro,"
"Yes. We should be ready for everything. It's naturally part of our life." "I actually moved on kaya siguro okay na. Maybe right now I'm nervous when we meet but not scared. What happened before lalo na doon sa taong nag-message saakin just triggers me about the past which is I'm okay with it now. Everything about her on me was finished. Hindi rin naman ganon kalala yung alitan saamin, a basic kaalitan lang."
"Ah, yes. My childhood bestfriend is still my childhood bestfriend. The only thing that changed is now---the present. I---no, I think we all are okay with it. She's part of our childhood and we're very happy with that. But, it will stay like that. The information about that will stay as it is."
Then, here's the great question that people around are wondering for. What will they say when the two of them meet?
Like what the most repetitive word used here, it's been years anyway.
"I'll say... maybe I'll say hi? Then, how are you? I'm not sure, lol"
"Maybe I'll smile and greet her. That's the best as I think what I can do,"
The girl known to be with him is not her, yes. But the thing is who's the girl today of him?
"Girl of mine today? Maybe anyone that I will meet soon or maybe that one that I already met or the one you met. We'll see,"
It seems that everyone now is okay. Years passed. Health is okay. Friends updating. Will meet soon. . . or already met?
"Ah, hi. It's good to see you again,"
"Yeah.."
Yes, they met. People around them may not know but they do once. Now, the last question everyone was asking for.
"Ah, lovelife. I'm good, when the right time comes, I'll definetely be open about it."
"Oh. Dating. I'm currently spending my time in the most good way as I think. If that's the cue then sure."
Both of them smiled—probably the most genuine smile we can say since years after they saw each other in their school.
"If it's us, then it's us. Destiny, kumbaga."
"We're not stopping each other from everything. We're just going through the flow and not making it too rush. Maybe, one day, everyone will know the right answer."
"Right now, I'm just proud to say we are both happy in our lives. I'm happy today and he's happy too. That one matters the most."
"Well. . . I think this girl who's known to be with me will probably be always Jaz. Through our ups and downs through these long years. It's not just about romantically. It's being about how pure and mixed emotions I just can't explain. Still, it wasn't just about me and the girl. It's about the two of us."
It's their story. This is their story.
They may start on chilling and ended with heavy drama, but it's them. They're them. They are Jazmine Jung and Na Jaemin.
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