Living with a prince (Jimin x reader)

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Something was happening to me. Something I didn't understand. My chest started to burn instead of just being cold and the wind that landed on my skin felt like needles trying to pierce it. I didn't like this feeling at all. It hurt me so bad I didn't even want to hang onto Jimin anymore. But the words didn't come out f my mouth to convince him otherwise.

"Y/n you alright back there?" He ask starting to slow down. I smile falsely feeling my head start to get light and then everything went dark as I went back in time to something I never wanted to see again. It was my best friend. She looked at me with hat sweet smile of hers and gave me an apple slice. I saw her horse all packed up with things and ready to move.

"I'm sorry I can't stay here for longer and that I'm going to have to go... This is going to be a quick goodbye. Sorry I'm such a failure in your life. Goodbye," I ate the apple until My stomach lurched when she told me those fetal words. 

"W-wait where are you going?" I ask confused as she walked away. i could only crawl back then because I was slow and weak. I hadn't been able to eat. She looked back only once and I didn't see any regrets in that stare. Just that stare itself. I made me cry harder as I did my best to crawl my weak frail body over to her. But her slow motion moves were to fast. She got onto her horse as I sobbed and she rode away without a second glance. I just sat there in utter disbelief.

"y/n don't leave me," I hear in the back of my mind thinking it was just something I was making up inside my head. I could feel real tears falling down my face as I re-watched the sadness of being left and abandoned all throughout my life. No one ever stayed for long enough to truly love me and I don't know that I wanted to go back to it.

"Don't go," I mimic the synonym like words and felt myself gasping for air in a harsh sob. I sobbed hard looking around at the open field that harnessed so low of sunlight it made me upset. I could only wail and cry and the last thing I was thinking about was stopping.

"y/n I'm here I'm not going anywhere I promise you!" He seemed to wail to.

"Shut up they all say that and then out of nowhere they disappear off of the face of the earth and I hate you for it! I will never love someone like you and neither will anyone else so go run away girl! I can't even remember your name because you give me a headache from how sick you make me!" I hear nothing and open my eyes. There was a nice smell of cooking fish, something sweet lingered in the background and there was the heavy breathing of a horse. I could tell it from anywhere. I open my eyes to the light of the stars and the fire. It seemed to be in a cave. I looked up and saw Jimin looking at me in complete and utter confusion. I gulped as he wiped my tears. Whimpers escaped my mouth.

"I'm so thankful you weren't talking about me. That scared me so bad. I thought you were convinced that I left. I would never leave your beautiful self. I love you so much. I have never heard such pain like that come out of someones mouth but you seem to be so hurt right now. I would never leave you fr anything," I look over at Jimin feeling the swollen in my eyes. I feel him start to unbutton my shirt leaving my upper half completely exposed to the world. The cold air hit me like a brick until the fire decided to make me feel better by laying me in its warmth.

"I am so scared of people leaving me Jimin. It happens a'l the time to me and I have never intentionally left someone just for the fun of it or even if someone tried to make me leave. I hate leaving and I never want to leave someone like you. I just want to feel the intercourse of love,"I admit to Jimin. I also admit to myself that I probably shouldn't have said as much as I did. But Jimin took it like it was the most flattering thing he had ever heard in his life. I felt a tender kiss hit my neck. I couldn't stop whimpering. He hushed me rubbing my stomach with a. but it all seemed to fast for me. I just woke up in a cave in god knows where and here he was kissing my neck.

"It's all gonna be okay. There's no need to cry. If that girl left you she's most likely regretting it. I am happy I'm here with you. I'm also happy that I get to be with you. I don't mean to make our interactions weird but I'm still learning what you like and what you don't like. i just wanna know who you are as a person and physically to... If that makes any sense," he whispers towards me. I sob more and he holds me tightly rocking me side to side like a baby. I don't know why but it was so soothing and something I always wanted. He took my button down shirt off and held me against his chest standing up. I clung to him like a little kid who didn't get a chance to say goodbye to their sibling before they went on vacation for months.

"I hate when people leave me. It's a hole in my heart that never heals because people are always leaving me,"

"But look at me, so you can look upon the person who won't leave you. So you can look forward to being the queen and loving your every-move as we change the world bringing peace back to it and freeing life making it the heaven it once was," He whispers in my ear continuing to rock me. Sometimes the bright-side was dark. But that's only because there was something blocking the light. But Jimin always knew how to clear the clouds...