Jimin's P.O.V
I yell in annoyance. I've drove so many people out of my life that I loved and here goes another one. I couldn't take this. I just couldn't I don't know anything about love and I didn't know how to take care of her. I just couldn't take care of her and it was terrible. I was terrible.
"Park... Jimin... When will you learn," Jungkook sighs fluffing his hair out and sitting on the rock. I was about to yell at him but that's what got me into this mess. Yelling is what got me into this mess.
"I won't learn. I was never good at it," I couldn't whimper. I wasn't a little boy anymore, I couldn't be weak especially in this moment. But maybe pretending to be strong is really my problem. The stubbornness that I just wouldn't let go. I couldn't let go of the personality that got me through the hardest times of my life.
"Shut up Jimin," my brother growls breaking the silence
"I wasn't even saying anything!"
"You were overthinking everything like you always do. Jimin you're young. You don't know what you're doing and it's not your fault nobody taught you. But it's now or never that you're gonna learn how things should truly work,"
"You're not gonna out him through the same training you out me through are you?" Jungkook groans and rubs his face while I sit there extremely confused. I didn't understand my brothers purpose, I never did anyway. But if it worked for that brat then who knows. Maybe it would work for me...
"You're damn right I'm about to out him through the same thing I put you through. It's gonna cost you though Jimin. It's gonna cost you a few days of your life and you're probably not gonna be able to use it right away, but y/n will be head over heels for you in the future if you get this right,"
"I just want to be a better man for her,"
"Alright then here we go! So you and I both know you have jealousy, anger and romance problems,"
"And girl problems," my head whips around towards jungkook with a scowling expression, "you know you do. Ya don't have to admit it but you know it," he says putting his hands up with a small smirk.
"He's not wrong Jimin, anyway! Here's what we're gonna do. She's probably going to Yoongi and whoever his new wife is... Don't argue with me in that I garentee you they're gonna end up together forever or something. So she sees them as her parents probably. They're gonna be the ones to take care of her and knowing Yoongi he's probably gonna take that responsibility... He's always wanted kids of his own and she's perfect, has problems, needs parents, she's young,"
"She's hurt,"
"Jungkook you're reading my mind right now!" Jihyun says high giving the young brat. I was just sitting there annoyed. I might as well have fixed this myself, " so you're not only gonna have to go through making things right with her but you're gonna have to get through Yoongi now and his girlfriend/future wifey! So you're getting to the castle and Yoongi is sitting there with a cigarette. What do you say?" I think for a moment, nothing comes to my mind except how much bullshit this honestly is... How was this gonna work out for anyone. I think for a little bit longer and rolls my eyes.
"I say this is a terrible idea and I'm bored out of my mind because this isn't worth days of my life to help my lover," I say taking out my knife and picking up a stick to start carving. I needed to do something with my hands. The realization of the pain I had probably caused her just sent me into a spiral of irritation for my actions.
"Give it a chance... You might get somewhere with this," might was my problem with that sentence. I wanted to get somewhere with it. I didn't wanna waste my time with it and get nowhere.... But maybe I could get somewhere with it.
"Fine... Just help me get her back," they both smile at each other like the prey animal they'd been after forever had finally been killed. This better be worth it.
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Living with a prince (Jimin x reader)
Fanfiction"I'm not that intimidating am I?" He asks looking at me like the most innocent person in the world. I didn't trust him for a second. I couldn't I knew I couldn't. I push his hand away and walk towards the mansion like palace hearing fast footsteps b...