someday...YOU'LL BE MINE (COMPLETED)

Chapter 21

Pain

I'm here now at Mario's condo. I chose to have my rest day Para Makalinis ako ng unit nya. Two weeks syang nawala and hindi man Lang nya naisip na mag palinis atleast ng kwarto man Lang nya.

"haaaaay ang alikabok".... "ang yaman e, di man Lang makapagpalinis ng condo"

I really don't know where to start, Malaki ang unit nya at may mga kwarto pa na hindi man Lang Nagagamit Kaya I'm sure sobrang alikabok na nun.

"pabibo ka kasi Angel Yan, ano Kaya MO ba matapos to?"

Kung meron Lang cleaning fairy dito na kagaya sa Korean novel sa Netflix na napanuod Ko I'm sure tapos na ito ng mabilis lang.

"ang dami namang mga papeles dito, di man Lang I ayos ng mokong na Yun" then I saw a crampled paper and read it "what's this? ECG... To the echo" I read it then I started to cry.

May sakit si Mario? Pero Bakit hindi nya Sinasabi sa akin? The last time he told me that he can't breathe nicely I thought it was just one of his tactics for me to be sweeter on him.

My tears won't stop falling from my eyes. I sent his medical records to my private doctor and he confirmed it.

"Ms.Angel, that records we're taking at Makati Medical Center one of the Cardiologist there was my friend and he confirmed that Mr. Mario visited him before he went to his business trip in Paris"

Crying silently!!

I really don't know what to do. I want to message my mom but I know she will just more worried than I am. I just cried the whole day while cleaning his unit.

"babe, I love you! Mahal na Mahal kita"

-sent-

1 message

"ang sweet naman ng baby Ko, may kailangan ka noh?" hahaha

Nakuha pa ng mokong na'to mang-asar.

I reply

"umuwi ka na! Miss na kita at wag Kang magpapakapagod"

-sent-

"yes my angel, I love you"

He replied

Then I started to cry again. I need someone to talk to but Mario never open his situation on me. Why? At kailan pa nya maiisip na sabihin sa akin? I don't wanna fight him at Baka Lang may mangyari pa sakanyang hindi maganda. Oh Lord wag naman po!

I took a shower and put some make up on Para naman hindi nya mahalata na umiyak ako ng bongga. I cooked his favorite pork adobo sana magustuhan nya.

His here.

"hmmmm ano Yan adobo?" he looks good

"o-oo I cooked your favorite, I hope you will like it. Tara sa table kain na tayo" I don't know if I am smiling or napipilitan lang

"hmmmm ang sarap naman nito, haaay I miss it, kapag ikaw nagluto kakaiba ang lasa sobrang sarap" he smiled genuinely "Thank you baby" then kiss my forehead

"cge kain ka Lang babe and I added a lot of pepper di ba gusto mo yun?"

"ahhh sarap talaga! Kapag kinasal na tayo ipagluluto mo parin ako ah"

I stunned.

"k-kasal? Hahaha hindi ka pa nga nagpopropose kasal agad?" medjo nahiya ako

"oh, edi I will propose to you" he smiled gently

Natahimik nalang ako. Ofcourse gusto Kong magpakasal pero mas naiisip Ko na Baka nagmamadali syang magpakasal kame dahil sa sakit nya? Baka Iwan nalang nya ako ng biglaan?

"NOOOO" I shouted

Nagulat sya.

"b-baby?"

"ha? A-ah Wala I mean NOOOOO, don't eat too much pepper Baka sumakit tyan mo kasi di ba maanghang, ganun" palusot ko

"ah hahaha okay po" he continued eating

Nasapo Ko nalang sarili Ko. Aaah this Pain in the ass. Bakit pa kasi nangyayari 'to? The way I am looking at him right now parang okay naman sya. He's eating normally. He enjoys eating.

"Baby, c.r Lang ako" then he quickly goes to the bathroom

Sinundan Ko sya kasi nag-aalala ako, Alam Ko may Mali. When he closed the door pinakikinggan Ko sya sa labas ng pintuan.

"whooooaoh"

That sound.

"sumusuka ba sya?"

Nanginginig na ang mga Kamay Ko Gusto. Kong pumasok ng comfort room pero hindi nya pwedeng Malaman na Alam Ko na ang sakit nya.

"whoooah... Whooah" flushing the bowl

I quickly run to the living room. Pretending that I am reading some magazines. I heard that his right there standing in front of me. I just quite. I wanna act like I'm cool.

"ang baho naman Mario grabe naman ang Tae mo.. From Paris pa ba yang dumi mo?"

While I am covering my nose.

"hahaha Yan nga ang pasalubong Ko sa'yo e" he chuckle "nagustuhan mo ba?"

"ikaw talaga ang baho"

Hahampasin Ko na sana sya kaso naalala Ko that he was in pain that I need to takecare of him.

Then we suddenly keep quite. He sat beside me and hold my hand. He's kissing it and closes his eyes.

He put my hand on his chest. Ramdam na Ramdam Ko yung tibok ng puso nya. I am started to tears but I need to hold on it.

"gel, if my sakit ako, anong gagawin mo?" looking at nowhere

"b-Bakit? May sakit ka ba? Anong sakit mo?" aligaga na ako.. "masakit ba Tyan mo? Ulo mo? Likod mo? O Baka naman mga braso mo?"

He looks at me. Smiling gently.

"hahaha nagtatanong Lang naman ako. I'm okay nuh look at me" may pa suntok-suntok pa sa hangin."i am just asking"

I catch some air then released it.

"a-ah ka-kapag may s-sakit ka syempre a alagaan kita h-hindi kita papabayaan, ipagluluto kita at maglilinis ako ng unit mo Para naman Komportable ka" tutulo na talaga ng mga luha ko

"oh wow, Sabi mo Yan ah"

"at babe, hindi hindi kita Iiwan, dito Lang ako sa tabi mo, no matter what. I will always be with you to cheer you up each day. I will always make you happy. Babe, please be strong." humagulgol na talaga ako sa Iyak, hindi Ko na napigilan.

"hahaha Bakit ka umiiyak, baby? Masyado ka namang seryoso.. Ssshhh tahan na" while wiping my tears.

"BABE, NANDITO LANG AKO PALAGI PARA LANG SAYO" then I kissed his forehead.

"I know that and thank you gel!"

"no worries"

I am crying silently. Ayaw kong makita nya akong mahina. I wanna be his strength whenever his weak. I wanna be his potion through all his Pain... I know I am his cure.

-may mga bagay talaga sa buhay Natin na hindi Natin inaasahang mangyayari but as long as we're keeping the faith God will always be there-

-thank you, guys-