dear love of my life,
i miss you.
i miss your smile, i miss your laugh, i miss you.
i'm finally getting to terms that i am not enough.
i am not enough for you and that is why you did it.
i'm still hurt by it.
hero, you cross my mind in the morning.
i wish i could say that was the only time.
you are on my mind all the time.
i still wonder what she had that i didn't.
we're so close yet so far apart.
i still love you, even though you broke me.
hero fiennes tiffins, you ruined my life.
tore me apart.
so i did what made me feel better.
i hurt myself again.
thanks to you.
you made it all better.
stopped me from doing it.
now you are the reason i have started again.
you don't notice that i am here.
you don't notice that i still want you
and that i still love you.
i love you.
- josephine
hope you like the first chapter, it's something new.
- love from t x
