dear love of my life,
remember me?
i'm going insane without you.
without your touch, without your smell.
you see, it's like you've moved away,
but no. you're still next door.
i still have to look at your beautiful face everyday.
and everyday it gets worse.
the pain of you not being mine.
i don't know how you feel,
since i haven't spoken to you since it happened.
i miss how we'd spend hours watching dumb movies.
spend hours cuddling, talking about anything.
that was all before.
today i tried not to hurt myself again.
but i guess you made me feel as if i should.
you haven't said anything.
your actions and how this all happened.
that is what makes me do it.
i know, if you knew how bad it really was..
you'd come back.
and i shall be in the arms of my love.
i'm not coping without you.
i'm pathetic, i know.
hero, you are my life.
my soul.
- josephine
this is trashy but enjoy.
- love from t x
