what if it's us? (Kleinsen)

backstory

Jared

I was sitting at lunch just coding on my computer not even bothering to eat anything my hoodie has become over sized

I don't care i needed to loose weight ive been doing this for a while now my mom couldn't care less

No one notices my crush Evan is always with his girlfriend zoe yeah he used to sit by me not anymore

He's sitting with Alana zoe and connor no one even bothered to invite me over

When i started wearing hoodies in middle school to cover my cuts no one noticed

When I developed bulimia 4 months ago no one seemed to care about how obvious bigger my hoodie was

~time skip~

I walk out of school and just go to my car as ussual knowing no one will talk to me but i feel a tap on my shoulder

I jump but then look over to see no other then Evan hansen

"Hey jared zoe will be spending time with alana this week can i come over"

"Yeah sure get in acorn"

~time skip~

We run up the stairs in my house and plop onto my bed untill i hear the door swing open

"JARED WHERE ARE YOU AT"

"M-m-mom you weren't supposed to be h-h-home till next week"

Evans eyes widen

"Did you just"

"Stutter yes" i whisper

"I'm sorry Evan jump out of the window"

"What why?"

"Just please"

He gives me a worried look then jumps onto the tree branch then jumps down

My room door swings open to reveal what i beleive is my drunk mother

"M-mom are you drunk"

"WHY DOES IT MATTER" she says then she kicks me in the gut

she grabs my head and slams it against the wall i grip onto my head feeling dizzy she then grabs a razor blade and rolls up my sleeves

And puts the blade in my hand

"You know what to do you gay failure" she says slamming the door

I life the blade up to my arm feeling tears spill down my eyes

I cut my arms enjoying the pain cutting slowly I then loose controll and start cutting craizly

Theirs a unbelievably amount of blood on my rug i drop the blade feeling very dizzy I look at the mess that ive made

A variety of cuts on my arms it felt amazing but now i just feel like trash

"Oh my god i feel so dizzy..." I whisper to myslef

And then the world went dark

Evan

As soon as my feet hit the ground i can't help but wonder why every time jareds mom comes home wich is rare

He freaks out and tells me to leave I can't imagine someone hurting him really badly I mean i have a spare key

I see jareds mom leave the house and i text Jared to ask him if hes ok if he doesn't respond in the next 10 minutes im going into his house

I'm seriously very worried for Jared i have no idea about whats going on but I'm going to find out

~time skip~

Its been 10 minuted and jared hasn't answered yet i dash to his door and unlock it

I feel like crying he hasn't even read the message yet I run up the stairs and open the door to his room and oh my god jared

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Is this a cliffhanger or nah you deside anyways thanks for reading my new book this will have a lams sequel by the way ok bye
                                                Sincerely me with a coma after sincerely😁💄🐾