what if it's us? (Kleinsen)

helping

Evan

Theres blood all over the rug tried blood on jareds arm a razor on the floor cuts scattered on Jared arm

I run into the bathroom to try to find bandages i rummaged around and couldn't find any so i settle with a rag

I damp the rag and dash back to Jared cleaning up his arm I pick him up bridal style and place him on his bed

I notice he's very light has he been eating i need to ask him how long this has been going on

I have a lot of questions i feel so bad for him I wonder why his mother would even do such a thing she clearly hurt him

His stomach is bruised it looks like something happend to his head I scrub the rug and throw it into the washer

I walk back into the room and jareds starting to wake up again

"W-what the f-fuck" he says griping his head

"Hey Jared"

He jumps up

"W-what are you doing here" he says in fear

"Jared i know what your mom did your head clearly hurts you had cuts scattered on your arms and scars your very light and you had a huge bruise on your stomach"

Suddenly jared burst into tears and i hug him trying to comfort the shaking boy in my arms

"It's ok please tell me how long this has been happening and what went on today"

"W-well this started when I was 7 but it got worse when i came out as gay in middle school shes homophobic and i don't understand what i did wrong for her to hate me so much she has been drinking she would even smash beer bottles on me or whip me with belts today wasn't even that bad compared to other stuff she had done the worst she did today was when she hit my head on the wall i developed bulimia 4 months ago i started cutting in middle school the first time i cut my mom made me do that she would say im fat and ugly I would skip meals for short periods of time untill i decided to do it for longer 4 months ago she insulted my sexuality she would be ferious with me when she found out i would hang out with you when i told you i had to ask my mom for permission to sleep over at your house I was really having a panic attack over her finding out" Jared choked out in between sobs

I launched over and hugged him

"Your mom is wrong your a amazing and beautiful human I don't know what i woulf do without you you have made me feel happy when im down you have listened to my venting and me ranting about zoe you deal with me and your my first true friend please don't listen to her Jared"

We pull away from the hug and jared just nods I wipe the tears away from his shirt

"If I order a pizza will you try to eat a slice for me"

He nods again and i go over to the phone to order the pizza

Jared

God evan why do you have to be so amazing and cute and just kind and wonderful

I hate having a crush on this boy he's dating zoe im so selfish but damn it I feel so safe with him

What would he do if he found out i like him his birthday is in 4 days and i can't handle watching him and zoe be all cutesy with each other at the party

I know hes not my soulmate time will freeze and evan and zoe will be happy with eachother

I will have no soulmate i don't even deserve one I just hope that he will be happy with out me

I realize I'm cry

"Fuck" I say wiping the tears

"Jared are you ok" Evan says siting beside me

"Y-yeah bad memory"

"Are you sure you can tell me anything"

"Yeah Sorry"

"Its Ok just worried"

"Don't worry about me its a waste of time" I say with a short laugh

Evan hugs me

"Don't speak like that your worth so much more then you think you are"

"Thanks acorn"

"No problem Jared"

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Yeah um i got bored so i wrote a other chapter ive written 4 chapters today i have way to much time on my hands but thanks for reading
                Sincerely me with a coma after Sincerely😁💄🐾