❝ dense ❞ ; annyeongz

narr-75-ation

third-person point of view

beep. beep.

"Thank you po. Next po,"

pagkatapos niyang bumili ng ilang bote ng alak, dumeretso na siya agad sa kanyang pupuntahan.

sigurado siyang mananatili muna siya doon ng ilang araw dahil sa mga nangyari.

ding.

bumukas ang pinto, at sinalubong siya ni minjoo. "Oh, tagal mo ah, ano dala mo-" napahinto si minjoo sa nakita niya. "S-Soju? Gago ka ba? Andito parents ko!"

napatawa lamang si yujin at tumuloy lamang sa bahay nila. she gave minjoo a kiss on the forehead and it definitely made the older blush.

little did the latter know that yujin didn't mean anything to that- she just wanted to forget.

"Good afternoon po, tita, tito." nagmano at ngumiti sa sakanila si yujin. nginitian naman siya pabalik, at pinahawak ang plastic na dala-dala niya kay minjoo.

"Thank God that you're already here. Minjoo kept on blabbering about-"

"Mom, stop!"

napatawa lamang ang mga magulang niya, at pati na rin si yujin.

but yujin was still out of her normal state.

she can pretend that everything's completely fine and appear perfect and well to minjoo's parents, but that's only because she doesn't want anything to break down.

their relationship, their company, and most especially, herself.

she cannot let them know.

she cannot let her parents know.

that she's not even willing to be with minjoo.

that it's only wonyoung that she chooses to be with.

"Huy Yujin, tara na."

with that, yujin immediately stepped out of her trance and bowed to minjoo's parents.

she followed minjoo upstairs, but her thoughts were occupying her. she cannot even think straight.

she stopped walking, and stared at the girl in front of her.

"Yujin, nasasabog ka na ba? Tara, rooftop tayo-"

and yujin suddenly pulled the older girl to kiss her.

she knew what she did. she was filled with rage. anger. and she couldn't help herself to get away with it.

she thinks that she's going mad.

but she knows she did this to somehow ease the burning feeling she has.

to somehow prevent tears from flowing out out of her eyes.

to prevent herself from breaking everything up just to be happy with someone she's truly happy with.

but then again, "H-Hehe, sorry."  she muttered softly, loosening up to properly see the girl.

she thought minjoo looked really shocked, and her face was red. she knows minjoo liked it, and she can't help but to smile sadly.

hindi siya makapaniwala na nagkagusto ito sakaniya. para bang, isang inosenteng anghel ang nagpakatanga at nagustuhan siya.

at lalong hindi siya makapaniwala na kahit anong gawin niya, hindi niya ito nagugustuhan kahit kailan.

isa lang naman ang gusto niya.