Love- Art Of Attractions

7. Firts slip

Ragu's pov

It's been 3 days after her performance, it was really hard to see her in the college. And I really wanna see her 🙏 hah😲! Wait. I see her coming from our first year class. When I was just lokking at her with my eyes wide open, Karthi called them. So she came to us and greeted.

"When you girls joined our department" Karthi asked Akhila and Vaishu. Then only I came to sense and noticed that other 2 junior also came with Vaishu. (A/N Vaishu hah!)

"No senior they come to see me. it's our break time" Ramya replied.

"Oh okay. Continued Karthi giving them a handshake telling that  "Hey! congrats girls it was a good show on Independence Day"

"Your were there in the college during our performance!" Vaishu exclaimed with a twinkle in her eyes.  She was really surprised and it was obvious in her face. Maybe I'm exaggerating here but that's what I feel so.

"Yeah both of us were here" Karthi replied while she was beginning her stare game. On top of it he continued "But you might have not noticed us because someone here wanted to hide from someone, so we were watching the performance from the first floor."

It was obvious that atleast she could sense something by his Statment but I don't want that to happen. so I jumped into the conversation "Stop your nonsense. Anyway it was really a good performance and congrats."

I gave 🤝 to them, it was when I felt a current shock when I touched Vaishu hand for the first time this could sound flimsy but actually yes I did feel that. That was  not the first time I have shaken hand with a girl but this is the first time I am feeling this way. I am really going insane because of her.

But coming back to my sense, I tried hard to speak like a strict senior "This is a small performance, practice well for different songs and be prepared for the Annual Camp you are going to attend by December"

"You have to win the team prize and also get selected for RDC( Republic Day Camp)  Is that ok." I asked.

"Yes senior" they said in chorus"

"Ok you can go now" I said and they left. I was able to breath normally only after they disappeared from my eyes. She really changed something in me after Independence Day.

My mind started to rewind the incidence happened during Independence day celebration.

The function was about to start and We were standing along with NCC boys beside the stage. Tough I have attended many events like this for past 2 years, I do prepare my boys and checking other stuffs, this is the unusual first time I immediately noticed when girls NCC room door open. Yes! she came out.

I could say probably this is the first time, I am seeing her in a salwar and her cute face not drenched in sweat. Even with little makeup and free hair she looked completely different from the usual NCC uniform look.

Not just different, to be more specific, to me she looked like an Angel in that white salwar suit.

I really can't control myself and I don't even know why I was dragging Karthi to first floor, he started asking something but I was not in the mood to answer him.

I really don't want her to look at me. Because I was really startled by her look and I am sure I can't really look into her if she start her usual staring competitions.

She didn't notice me,that was a relief. I really don't know why she always like to stare at me to shake my inner controls.

I was trying to calm myself and was little bit successful until they came on to the stage.

They were not facing the stage while doing some formation and they turned some of them started cheering.

I can clearly see her face expression changes from fear to cheer when she hear those clapping👏. Then she started to smile and get into the song.

My mind really worked like a video camera capturing her moves, even her tiny expressions, it was really cute when she keep on showing various expression.  If anything even small goes wrong during their performance, it showed up in her face that was even cuter 😍.

It seemed like It could be the best 4 mins of my life, even Karthi was amazed that I didn't complain for watching a dance performance.

He didn't know that I was only watching her and not the performance as a whole.

The moment she entered the stage is the moment she entered into to my mind and keep on bugging me. It's kind of sweet bug though.

Karthi tapped my shoulder to get into our class since the break time was over and I came back to present.

We have one more class and we will be done for the day. On my way back home sitting in the bus 🚌 her happy face came to my mind.

A smile crept in my face, she was happy that I was there to witness her dance performance. Is that a big deal? But It gave me some kind of hope which I was not sure what it is.

I reached home and my mom was already there and I went to freshup, prepared some tea ☕for myself and mom. This whole time I didn't stop whistling.

My mom gave a weird look and took the tea from my hand. She was happy seeing me happy but her face looked tired. I asked her " When is your next doctor appointment? "

She didn't replied to me but was trying to deviate me.  I checked the calendar and we missed the appointment, it was yesterday.

How can I forget something like this. I really should beatup some sense to my brain. My mom is the only family I have, it's been like this for around 15 years now.

She is not feeling well and she is under medication for a year now. As I failed in the bank exam I planned to continue my higher studies, she had no choice but to continue her work to support my studies.

My mom is everything to me, I wanted to make her proud and earn a lot to give her a happy life. To achieve this I follow certain rules.

I never get engaged in unnecessary fun activities, Things like roaming around, seeing movies.  Anything which involves spending money and time is strict no no.

Girls and relationship are also in the No list. But this is the first time I slipping, it felt happy but it is deviating me.

I should stop this foolishness here and now. I should not think about her anymore. Let the first slip be the last as well.

Ragu have decided to let go of Vaishu even before holding her. He is a strong guy he will get through this.(huh! What am I even saying. It's kind of written fact that all the single child who are brought up a single mom are always strong, confident and sometimes adament but they have the kindest heart)

Can our Vaishu break this stone see the real heart or will she get hurt.

A/N
I know guys this is the longest description from one person pov but I had to do this at first to let you guys know what is really in our hero's mind before we move ahead in the story.