Remember? // Changlix

Chapter Forty-Three.

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"Changbin, what do you want?" Felix began as his voice was very raspy and deep like he had just woke up.

Changbin stayed silent for a moment until he could find the right words to say.

"If you're not gonna say anything, then I'm hanging up." Felix said irritated.

"No wait! U-um could you possibly come to your door? Summer nights are kinda chilly sometimes."

"Changbin, don't tell me you are seriously at my door at 4 in the morning?"

"But, I'd be lying. And I really don't wanna lie to you right now."

"Ugh, fine, I'm coming. But... be quiet. You know how Hyunjin gets."

"Okay. And hurry, because I seriously have to tell you something."

"Calm down you baby. I'm coming."

Changbin waited for what seemed like ages. He was so nervous for what he was about to tell Felix. But he was brought out of his thoughts because the blonde had opened the door.

"Now what do you want?" Felix said as he ran his hand through his messy hair.

Changbin fidgeted around a bit before Felix sighed.

Changbin looked at him apologetically.

"I-I I'm sorry. I just don't know how to say this. When I'm standing in front of you, I didn't think it'd be his hard. Um, you know what, forget I even came over." Changbin said as he turned around to walk away.

"Woah, there." Felix said as he grabbed the back of Changbin's hoodie and pulled him into his apartment and into his room.

"Now sit down and tell me what you came to say." Felix said as he sat down on his bed facing towards Changbin.

"Why are you so-."

"Because I'm tired Changbin. So hurry up and tell me." Felix said as Changbin sat down and played with his thumbs.

Changbin took a deep breath and began.

"When I first saw you, I was like 'who's that idiot standing in the middle of the street.' But when I saved you, and you looked up at me, you just caught my eye right there, Felix. And so after that I was scared. Scared that I'd fall for you. Yeah, I've had one relationship but I literally have no experience what so ever. It may seem like it, but when she asked me out, I was a scared boy and so I said yes. I mean, I began to like her...but not as much as I liked you from the moment I saw you.
Felix, I didn't realize it until now that I need you... a lot. When you never answered my calls for a few days, and I didn't see you, I was really hurt. I was scared that I hurt you and that I couldn't help you anymore. That you wouldn't want me. And I mean, maybe you don't like me anymore, but that's okay.... And the first time my parents saw you, my mom knew from the instant that something had changed in me. She talked to me about it and Felix, can you believe that she wants me to be with you. When she told me that, I was actually so mad at her. I was mad that she was medaling in my love life. And I was even more mad because I didn't want to like guys. Not that I hated it, but I never thought it'd be me. I never would've thought... that'd I'd fall for you... Lee Felix. Because..." In that moment, Changbin grabbed he blondes hand. "Because I love you Felix. And I want you to be mine... as in... my boyfriend." Changbin spoke out and then finally had the courage to look up at Felix to see his reaction.

When he looked up, all he saw was a tired beaming Felix. Felix was smiling like no tomorrow. So then Changbin got shy and began smiling down at his lap.

Felix took Changbin's face in his hands and kissed him. And at that moment, Changbin knew exactly what he wanted. He wanted a life with Felix. He wanted his future to revolve around the one he loves so much. And he never wanted to let go.

They pulled away and the anxious Changbin had to break the silence.

"So... is that a yes."

"Of course Changbin. It'd always be a yes."

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