That One Girl | ksj

06: Mistake

"You know what? Just go and confess to him." Myon heard her friend and she gasped. Even the idea sounded horrible and nerve-wracking. She was at the point where she couldn't even talk about her exams with him, confessing him that she likes him would be a disaster. For all, she knows she'll fall on her butt trying to duck her face from embarrassment.

"Neo michyeoss-eo." [Are you crazy?] She exclaimed looking at him wide-eyed, "No way."

"I am stating the truth. It's better to confess and get over it. Seeing the way you fangirl over him it's not some stupid crush which will go once he's away, so confess, get your heart broken and get over it." He said and she started to say something but closed her mouth, "And if you're lucky enough and he returns the feelings then run over and take the chance with your hottie." He winked and she blushed at the thought. Actually being in a relationship with him sounded like a dream to her and once again she zoned out wondering how good life would be with him. "Okay, I basically see hearts coming from your eyes, it's cute and all but stop it."

"Shut up." She laughed and he showed his perfect set of teeth to her.

"So, you're gonna confess or..." He started to say and she awkwardly nodded.

"I'll try... will you help me?" She asked and his eyes widen.

"Hell no. I don't want anything to do with your sappy lovey-dovey s**t." He held his hands up and she pouted.

"Please..." She requested holding his hands and he shook his head. She tilted her head and nodded grinning at him and he shook his head again, she nodded once again mumbling a please and he kept shaking his head, "Please Jae... come on. For me."

"You interfered my chance in the morning!" He huffed and her nose scrunched in confusion, "I am mad at you, mad Bong means no help." He childishly nodded at her giving a fake smile and she hit him lightly.

"What about the time when I stayed up 'till three in the morning when you were completing your assignment. You should be bowing down to me you b**ch. Be grateful I am not asking much." She glared and he glared back. She crossed her arms across her chest and tilted her face to glare even more and he broke the stare.

"Hananim!" [God!] He made a face and continued, "You look like Godzilla. Fine, I'll help." As soon as he said she grinned.

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"This is not called helping!" Myon shouted in panic as her heart raced at a pace unknown to mankind. She felt her anxiousness rise up and her mental distress increased every passing second. She had dreaded this moment from the very first time she had realized her crush for Jin and this was happening in reality, "I hate you!"

"Calm down." Jae tried to calm her, he himself knew he had messed up but thinking he being panicked will only stress her more, he kept quiet, "It's all good. He's a kind person, he won't slaughter you for liking him." He said and she glared at him even more.

She pinched the bridge of her nose and took a deep breathe in. Her anger was converting into silent sobs and tears prickled at the corner of her eyes, she felt mortified that he knew what she had hidden from such a long time, her embarrassment was getting the best of her and she finally broke down. "Hey, hey... I am sorry... s**t, I didn't mean to upset you, f**k, I am sorry." Jae said holding her in his arms and she cried hugging him. She was more upset about the way he got to know, it wasn't supposed to go like this. Her nervousness may have messed it up but she was supposed to tell him herself, not a text from her phone, which she didn't even send.

"Myon, listen to me," Jae said trying to make her look at him but she snuggled more into him, her sobs getting louder, "Listen to me." He said sternly and she looked up, her face was completely red and the eyes were swollen, "I am sorry I texted him without asking you but guess what he said." He said she hiccupped, her eyes becoming larger in curiosity, "He said he knows."

a/n: is it only me who cries when angry?