That One Girl | ksj

07: Better Guy

She was still anxious about the incident, although her tears were in control the fear of what he'd be thinking about her right now still didn't leave her mind. If it were anyone else they'd probably have been happy that their crush already knows but this was Myon, she tends to fret over completely unnecessary things and this was a lot big deal to her. Jin meant to her a lot more than anything could ever do, not just because she liked him but also for who he was. The man who respected every woman even if they were shamelessly flirting with him or rubbing themselves all over him he never seemed to forget his manners.

She liked him for who he was otherwise she knew him as the BTS's Jin from a long time ago. Her crush didn't develop until she got to know who the actual Kim Seok-Jin was.

"Calm down. It'll be all good." Jae said to her and she nodded to herself taking a deep breath.

'Meet me at the park?' His text had said she took a deep breath once again before going to fetch her car keys. This was going to be difficult.

***

"It wasn't you, isn't?" He said looking at her and she looked away biting her bottom lip slightly. Oh no.

"No, it wasn't." She replied quietly, her heart drumming at a fast beat upon how close he was sitting next to her despite the whole bench being empty. His one arm was draped at the back of the bench, lightly touching her back and he stared forward at the kids who seemed to play carelessly pushing each other, giggling in between and the young couples who were either there for a walk or to give their dog a walk.

"Is it true?" He asked now looking straight at her and she ducked her face even lower. This was the moment. "Bear, look at me." He said grasping her chin and tilting her face up so she could meet his eyes. His chocolate brown eyes felt like they pierced right into her soul and her heart picked up an even faster rate to beat.

"Yeah, it is." She said getting out of his hold, shyly looking away from him and her mind filling up with all the possible scenarios of how he'd react.

"How long, bear?" He asked calmly to her and she sensed uncertainty in his voice. As this scared her, she was forced to look up at him, desperately wanting to know how he felt. All she saw was a blank expression on his face and she gulped.

"About two years maybe." She said timidly and he sighed.

"You know who I am right?" He asked and she nodded, completely getting what he was indicating at. He was wearing a black balaclava that covered his face from the nose all way down to the neck and his currently purple dyed hairs were hidden under a cap.

He was an idol and she was a nobody. Even if he reciprocates the feeling and they get together, the stardom and attention she'd get due to him scared her at the mere thought.

"I know." She nodded and he wrapped his arms around her shoulder, pulling her to his chest.

"Then forget me. You'd get a lot better guy than me Myon who won't give you any troubles in life and most importantly he'd love you just as much you'd love him." He said gently caressing her back and she bit back a sob to herself.

He does not feel anything for her.

a/n: this actually happened with me, my friend William had sent the text and when I talked to my crush... I got sister-zoned. 😭