entry 13 - July 18th 2014 - facebook

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dear book,

it is 4:02 a.m., and i couldn't sleep worth anything. i have laid tossing and turning, and there is someone who i can't stop thinking about.

that someone is Ashton.

he keeps seeping his way into my thoughts. the way he kissed chesley, the quote in the book on his phone, me thinking about his hands, and he is my best friend!

he shouldn't be on my mind at all, because Luke seems to be all that I truly need at this point. but, apparently, i am mistaken. i stared at the ceiling for a couple of more minutes, and take in the surrealness of the 4 a.m. hour. then, i grabbed my laptop, and opened it up in the blink of an eye. it immediately popped up to my windows homepage.

'MICHAELCOLS!! 1! 1', my username stated. I started becoming confused, but then only to realize that Michael got on my computer last week, and probably changed my windows password. i started guessing some daft passwords.

collovesmike123

ACCESS DENIED

something crazier...

colleenwillshaveheadformichael6969

ACCESS DENIED

that was probably a little much...

colleenlovestmntmichaelangeloandmikey2

ACCESS DENIED

thAT WAS THE PERFECT AMOUNT OF WEIRDNESS AND STUPIDITY SMH

one more try, Col. you got this.

colleenbowdownmikeyisqueen

ACCESS GRANTED!

wHAT

jUST

hAPPENED

i'm in. how?

anyways, i went to my google+ browser and opened my tumblr. my new feed started to fill up with pictures of the 1975 and p!atd. i note some of the posts, and then, i received a message from * shudder shudder * facebook. i went and opened my messenger, to see a message that made my stomach drop.

hey col! long time no see! have you missed me? probs not smh.

ttyl maybe,
kathIRWIN xx (did you catch my pun? your bff is a beauty ;). )

To: Colleen Browning
From: Katherine Shadows
Sent: July 14th, 2014, 9:26 a.m.

{ a/n : you guys, i rly rly want you all to tell like 2738499482939384 million people about this story. i know this writing probs sucks alot, but keep in mind that i am a teenager with a computer, a rock band obsession, and a dream mKAY.

btw, i thought of a bomb idea of a contest/publicity thing of COATN. okay, so, in my past years of living and band obsessing, i have written so many other works that have sucked more than this one. i thought that instead of doing an update next time, I post the first two chapters of whichever book gets the most comments to post and make side notes to my writing on it!

the names of my past works are (in chronological order):

Summer, Don't Fail - h.s.- Nov. 2012
Tin Soldier - h.s. - Dec. 2012
The Journal - n.h. - Jan. 2013
Teacher's Boy - h.s. - Jan. 2013
Hidden, But Wanted - n.h. - Mar. 2013
Time Flying Away - n.h. - May. 2013
Lucky - n.h. - Jul. 2013
Pick Your Poison - n.h. - Sept. 2013
Perfection - n.h. - Dec. 2013
Curious - n.h.- Feb. 2014
Invisible - n.h.- Apr. 2014
The Back-Up Plan - l.h. - May 2014
The Cigarette Rehabilitation Project - a.i. - Jun. 2014
Confessions of a Teenage Nightmare - a.i. - Jul. 2014
Mind Games - a.i. - Aug. 2014
eHarmony - l.h. - Oct. 2014
Pulchritudinous - m.c. - Oct. 2014

as you can see, these are a LOT OF works of terrible, unfinished, Stephanie Meyer style, suck butt writing. i will tell you guys the basic story line of each plot i remember next update. ttyl,

Anna Lee }

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