Love for dying boys [Todobaku]

9 | Teenager these days

-Todoroki's POV-

Katsuki didn't eat for 2 days now, I'm really worried. I already told Nemuri and she said I need to try to convince him, but if he still won't eat, he might won't be able to eat at all and will only vomiting his food. This is so scary

"If he won't eat today, tell me okay?" she whispered, I nod. She walks out and leaves us alone.

"Katsuki, let's eat" he looks up from his phone and shakes his head "You need to try. I don't want anything happening to you" I frown. "If you won't eat, I will force you" 

He chuckles "You wouldn't" well, he is right

"Katsuki please, I don't want anything happening to you. Remember, a couple of weeks ago you gained weight? Now you only loose weight, how should I not be worried?!" 

He put his phone down and walks over to me "You know, I am also worried about you" he cups my face with both of his hands 

"So first of all, it doesn't has anything to do now with the situation. Second of all, why would you be worried about me?" he puts his hands away from my face and takes my arm, he pulls the sleeves up and reveals new cuts. (Don't do that to anyone. Pls read note at the end) 

I would normally be angry. Well of course. You just don't reveal someones scars. But something about Katsuki, made me ignore this action.

"That's why I'm worried" he takes me to the bathroom and bandages the cuts. We stay silent the whole time.

After that we sit down and I start to eat, Katsuki only looks at his food "Please try to eat" he looks up at me and eats a little "Thank you" I say.

"We are just two worthless teenagers who are dying and are in love, there must be something wrong with us" Katsuki says out of nowhere. He didn't eat that much, but at least something.

After we finished eating, we sat on my bed and did the usual, cuddle, be on our phone, you know this stupid stuff teenagers do.

"So, why didn't you talk to me?" Katsuki asks 

"What do you mean?" he raises one eyebrow, because he knows that I know what he means. I should have really talked to him, before doing anything to myself.

I sigh "I don't know, and I don't say that to avoid the topic" I look down "I really don't know" 

He sits up, so he is on the opposite of me "Well, I am here now and you can talk to me" I don't deserve him, he is so caring. 

"I guess my life just sucks, yes it became better when I met you but it's still boring. I never really did exiting things, I never was allowed to. I always did what my father told me to and he always punished me for no reason. I just feel more down lately, I never really lived, I just exist" I begin to tear up. 

He takes my hands and looks me deep in the eyes "First of all, thank you that you opened up to me, that means a lot. Second of all, do you want to do something exiting, like something we are not allowed to do? And before you get scared that we might get punished, Nemuri will just yell at me and 2 hours later she will come again and apologize and say something like 'Just don't do that again'. So, do you wanna know, how fun it is to do exiting things?" 

I look confused and a little concerned at him "'Tsuki what do you want to do" I rather asked scared than curious. 

"Well, there is this festival in the park nearby, we can sneak out" he smirks.

We ended out sneaking out and we almost got caught. I hate him but I still love him.

"Okay this is amazing. I've never been at a festival" it really is amazing. It's so colorful and everyone is happy, wow. 

"So what do you want to do?" he asks 

I shrug "I don't know, I never went on a festival" 

He 'tsk' at me and says, or more mutters "You really had no life".

First he bought us, well me, cotton candy and this was the weirdest candy I ever tasted. After that we went on a couple of small roller coaster and this was so much fun, I needed to drag him again and again to the roller coaster because this was the most fun I ever had. We also played games and won stuffed animals and we also stole some, but it doesn't matter, it was fun. 

Later in the evening, we had a small make out session behind one of the stalls, turned out it was a stand of Midoriya's teacher. Let's just say the teacher looks like a nightmare. 

Oh and we met Midoriya and his friends, I think their names were Uraraka, Iida, Kirishima, Kaminari, Mina, Sero, Jiro and Momo and I swear to Satan, Katsuki got jealous when I talked with this Momo girl. I won't lie, I also got jealous when he talked with this Kirishima guy, well I later found out that Kirishima and Midoriya were dating, Jiro and Momo too. 

We went with them on some roller coasters but then separated our ways when everyone went home. 

Katsuki and I went on a walk, let me add that it was 8 pm. And now we are just walking hand in hand.

"Thank you for the day 'Tsuki" I smile, well I smiled the whole time. 

"No problem, I also had a lot of fun, especially when we had the make out session, we need to do that more often" 

I roll my eyes "The make out session or sneak out" 

He smirks "The make out session" I chuckle. 

"Wait what time is it?" I ask 

"I don't know, but we probably should go back" I nod and we walked back to the hospital.

"YOU IDIOTS WHERE WERE YOU?" we sat on our beds and looked at Nemuri, who was a little bit scary. 

"We sneaked out" Katsuki says with no emotion 

"KATSUKI YOU KNOW YOU CAN NOT DO THAT DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW SCARED I WAS" 

he looks on his phone "Yes, you always read the same essay to me" she sighs and calmed down. She walked out.

"Katsuki, can you sing for me, you haven't done that in a long time" he looks up from his phone and then down again 

"If we can have a make out session again" 

I roll my eyes "I see you liked that a lot" he smirks and nods "Okay" I stand up, give him his guitar and sit down on the end of the bed. 

He puts his phone away and takes the guitar "What do you want me to sing?" 

I think and then say "Riptide?"

He looks down at his guitar and starts to sing.

Katsuki always looks so calm when he sings, it automatically calms me too. I wish we could stay like this forever.

After he finished, we look at each other and then he smirks. Oh right, the make out session. I roll my eyes. 

He puts the guitar away and pins me down and starts to kiss me.

I just say, it was hot, we ended up sleeping in one bed again.

Reminder to not point out someone's scars, talk about them etc. Shut up, you're making it worse. If you feel attacked, you're part of the problem.

This singing part is awkward.

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