I can't help it..

The first time

-Frank POV-
Before I knew it we were standing afoot of the bed, making out with such passion. Gerard's hands combing through my hair and my hands exploring his back and torso.
"Are you going to be my dirty little slut Frankie?", I felt shivers descend down my spine "y...yes" I close my eyes as the goosebumps take over my entire body.

"That's right baby, you are", still kissing each other furiously I started to get nervous and Gerard could sense it. "Hey.. it's going to be okay, I am going to make sure you love every second of this" I can't lie, that did make me feel a little better. Gerard sat on the bed and I looked down to his perfect eyes, taking me into his hand in one swift movement he kissed my pelvic bone all the way to base of my leaking dick.
"Mmmm baby, you're so sexy", Gerard licked from the base and up the shaft. My head dropped back in absolute ecstasy, taking me into his mouth I couldn't help but let out a soft moan, and before i knew it Gerard took my entire length into his mouth and down his perfect throat.
"Ahh, hmm" I expelled,  my hands trailed up my own stomach and chest. "You like that baby?" I looked down to Gee, how can one man be so perfect? so fucking hot but adorable at the same time.  

-Gerard POV-
My original plan was punish him, take him to the edge. But it dawned on me... this was Franks first time, no wonder he was nervous. Something in my heart softened when I realized that I have to make this special for Frankie.
I stood up and pushed Frank down on to the mattress, "don't worry Frankie, I am going to look after you, you're going to feel feelings that you haven't experienced before and I am so happy that I am going to be the very first person to give you those feelings". His blush, I could have taken him then and there but I took a deep breath in and calmed myself.

"Lay back onto the bed" He followed my instructions like a lost sheep and I was his shepherd.
I crawled on to the bed, between his legs. Looking up at me with rosy cheeks and anticipating eyes.  Grabbing the lube from behind his head, i squirted a fair amount onto my hands and onto his entrance, "I am going to warm you up again okay?" he nodded, Slipping in one finger, Franks whole body tensed up and tried to push away from me so I held that position for a little while until his body relaxed "You okay baby? you're doing so well" I smiled to reassure him.
"It feels so good Gee, put another one in" I blushed at the request but slowly added another finger, "UHH, uhhh" Frank winced in pain, starting to add movement I slowly pumped my fingers in and out of Frank.
"Gee.. " I paused and looked down to Frank, "yes?" Frank bit his lip. "I think I am ready".
My heart skipped a beat knowing what was about to happen.

-Frank POV-
I felt like my heart was about to explode. I know the mood had changed, but I was okay with that. Gerard gripped onto my hips and brought me forward and angled my body to his satisfaction. Watching his every movement, he took a big breath in as he lined his dick up with my entrance, "Ready baby?" I bit my lip and nodded quickly "y..yes Gee, i..i trust  you".
Gerard leaned over my body and slowly pushed into me, "OH FUCK FUCK FUCK" he must've known how i was going to react because soon enough he paused and his lips were on mine,  passionately kissing me. Resting his forehead on mine, "I am going to continue okay?" staring into each other's eyes, Gerard started to push more of himself into me, I scrunched the sheets up into my fists. "Rrrr, hng" He continued to push until our hips met with one anothers.

I don't know how, but all of a sudden the pain turned into pleasure and I am almost certain it was the most pleasure I had ever felt. "More" i heard myself say. 
Looking up at a panting Gerard "So hot..." he said as he lifted my legs up onto his shoulders and then started to move his hips, dragging his member out of me and slowly returning it inside. 
"Harder" my one word answers were direct orders at this point, Gerard pulled out of me and straight away slammed back inside "OH! uhh" shutting my eyes tightly and crying out in pleasure, this is everything i ever wanted but so much more. Opening my eyes, the man of my dreams is staring right at me with hazed, lustfulness , breathing heavily trying to control himself..meanwhile the urge to touch myself had become unbearable. 
I reach up and take my dick into my hand, "No, Frankie." Gerard pulled my hand away.
"B...but it's starting to hurt",  "I am not done with you yet" those words gave me instant chills.

-Gerard POV-
I could feel myself getting close, this was why I was going slow. I could feel every inch of my member sliding in and out of Frankie..the look in his eyes, I lean forward so our lips could touch and Frank automatically wrapped his arms around my neck pulling me into him, I started to thrust faster and faster. "Gee.. ohhh, hn, I think I am gonna" my lips ended up on his neck and i started sucking and biting in the same area which was causing a huge hickey, it only seemed to turn Frank on more.. I quickly lifted off of Frank and wrapped my fingers around his dick, the sight of Franks orgasm and the feeling of him tightening around me I couldn't last any longer... "uhh....hrr,mm" I completely let go, jerking my hips forward in a choppy motion then collapsing back onto Frank, his arms were instantly around my neck. 

Both breathing heavily and staying in that position for a while, "Gee..?" I lifted my head and looked into his eyes. "What is it Frankie?"... "I..I love you.. I have loved you for such a long time" I can see tears starting to form in his eyes. "Oh Frank, I love you too..so incredibly much" 
In that moment, there was no one in the world but us.