I'm Yours and You're Mine (Zenx Reader) Mystic messenger

Chapter 15 We Make Up

          Traffic was moving slow, of all times that he travel this road there was an accident on the expressway. The thought of her waiting in his apartment made Zen fidgety at his seat. If he could, he would have ran out of the cab all the way to his apartment, but the rain pouring hard made it impossible.  Thunders and the splattering of rain were the only thing he could hear.

               It took a whole begrudgingly long two hours to reach his front door. He breath heavily, straightening his mind to face what's waiting inside.

" (Y/N) are you here?"

His voice rang, but there was no response, only silence and darkness. A pair of shoe he finds familiar was neatly arranged at the side of the door. Thunderclap hit nearby echoing and reverberating inside his apartment. It dawned on him, the conversation with Jinyun again. He kicked his shoe off and turn the lights on, but there was power outage. He turned on his emergency light and picked it up as he looks for (Y/N). Opening first the door to his room, he find her curled up on his bed, hands covering her ears, stifled sobs are escaping her mouth. He gently placed the light at the floor, he reached over to her, she's shaking, that made Zen embraced her protectively. Running his hands on her back to ease her anxiety and nervousness. He started whispering words of comfort to her the same way he did when he called him about his psychic dream.

"Shhhh...shhhhhh.. nothing will happen. Nothing will happen. Nothing will happen."

Repeating it multiple times, he started humming to her ears to soothe her. Feeling safe and secured she stopped from shaking but still curled up in Zen's arms. The electricity came back up and the rain's downpour are starting to slow down. As to how long they stayed in that position, they could not remember.

She slowly free herself from Zen's embrace, he let her do it but his arms are now resting on her waist never wanting to let her go. Sniffing and wiping her tears away with her hands until she composed herself enough to speak. Zen waited for her patiently not wanting to destroy the moment they have right now. Looking up to Zen, her face are reddened by the rubbing and tear stains. She's now sitting in a seiza position.

" Zen, Thank you and I'm sorry about earlier"

She could feel another lump forming on her throat threatening to hinder her voice from coming out. Tears were starting to fall again as she remembered how she harshly rejected Zen, she even ran away from shock. A pair of cold hands brushed away the tears, she could see Zen's softened expression telling her that it was fine.

" (Y/N), baby. It was my fault, I was looking forward at seeing you at work, because of my excitement I unconsciously been enthusiastic in giving her feedback about her acting. We always had the same conversation before but it was always short, unlike other girls she never showed any interest in me until a week ago about the cafe conversation."

"B-but, I...uh...I did something horrible to you. And I, because seeing you being touched by her...made me angry that I don't want to lose to her. I did something bold that might be rude, that mi-might damage your gentle reputation..a- and  and I even felt happy that she ran away knowing that you are mine. I, I was…"

Zen could no longer hide his smile, It was always him who get jealous easily. Seeing her stammering, eyes darting everywhere, and saying words of affirmation that he belongs to her made his heart jump with joy. An unexplainable force tagged on Zen as he reached for her not letting her finish her explanation. His lips touching hers, she was surprised but closed her eyes to enjoy the kiss that seems so sweet like honey. As they break the kiss, (Y/N) spoke.

" Unfair, your so unfair! I'm not finished yet."

Her hands tightly held the hem of her lingerie forming into a fist. She's turned to bright red as she tried to compose her mind again after that sweet little kiss. Purely enjoying her reaction, Zen laughed and said.

" Babe, listen to me. What you did before was amazing and I like it when you act like that... just don't do it all the time I might lose it. I find it sexy, a-and urrghhh! baby, you only have to do it with me ok? No one else should see you like that!"

Zen exclaimed After saying that turning scarlet red, he imagined Judah doing a thumbs up and a goofy grin on his face, not that he saw him doing that before. He looked at (Y/N) who was staring at her wide eyed from surprise. She looked away after a few moments, her voice then came out like she's trying to weigh her words.

" So Judah was right then?"

She was more like talking to herself, as Zen trying to answer her, she spoke again.

" Do you like what I'm wearing now? Judah told me that guys also loved their girls wearing this. He told me, that if I show you this, you will not just forgive me easily but you will not look to any other girls too. So he bought it for me and told me to wait for you here."

Zen's eyesight trailed off to what she's wearing. He gulped at what he saw, now that she mentions it, she's wearing a black lace see through lingerie which strategically covers the most important part of her body leaving the beholder to imagine the rest. What made it more enticing, was her rich chest were peeking with little reservation, her smooth legs that he barely touched was out in the open. He could even see a bit of her black panties, which he thought to be exquisite to the touch as it was made of lace designs. He instinctively know that she has a good figure but now, now that he could see it with less obstruction he find her so perfect, so graceful and so erotic. He was entranced by her beauty that he was rendered speechless.

Worried that Zen find her current get up disgusting, as she often saw this kind of outfit worn by those girls whom his captor spends the night with, she asked him nervously.

" Zen? Do you hate it? I'm sorry, I won't wear it again."

Dejected from Zen's lack of response she started to cover herself up when she was abruptly stopped by him.

" Nope, I don't hate it. I, I like it so much. You look so beautiful in it baby that you made me speechless. I'm more worried about myself turning into a beast anytime now."

He laughed nervously and decided to straightened things with her. Even now he wanted to prioritize his feelings rather than the lust that was wildly knocking on him. He embraced her lovingly, he felt her skin, warm and innocent, so soft against his own. Her sweet smell pricked his nostrils. That sensation almost snapped the small thread that keeps him from becoming a beast.  He silently prayed that his self control won't betray him, before speaking.

" Babe, I love you. I love everything about you. I admit I like it when you wear something that sexy in front me, I guess every guy is like that. But I don't want you to force yourself doing something you're uncomfortable of. I want you to be happy more than anything else. You are extremely beautiful in my eyes that just you smiling lovingly in my way is enough to knock out the living daylights in me. You don't have to wear something like this for me to forgive you or for me not to look to other girls, because you're the only one for me. I want to cherish you more my love, of course I want you, I want to have you, but at the right time when you are ready. I will always wait for you remember that. Do you understand what I mean?"

She nodded her head, feeling grateful at how Zen made her feel. She felt safe and loved, a warm feeling enveloped her, a pleasing sensation which made her unintentionally purred at him.

" Yes my prince."

Zen's skin, face and throat turned hot that he stiffened from her words. He suddenly jumped out of the bed keeping their distance. For the second time, he laughed nervously without looking at her,he said.

" Babe, you should cover up yourself now. I' ll be at kitchen preparing dinner. I will also sleep on the couch tonight and you, you sleep here. ok?"

" Ehhh? But I want us to cuddle tonight! It was supposed to be a date night tonight, right?"

Caught off guard by Zen's action, she protested strongly, pouting, sulking, totally oblivious to Zen's torment. Seeing her acting like a baby, there's nothing he could do and he relented to her thinking " She still doesn't totally understand her effect on me, this will be a long torturous night."

They spent the night in each others warmth, but Zen was unable to sleep and have to take a cold shower in the middle of the night. The next day for the first time in his life he looks totally exhausted.