Zen, was in deep thought recalling his conversation with (Y/N) about her parents wanting to meet him. He only have a vague idea about her family, questions are bugging his head. He thought to himself, what kind of persons they were, why would she say dads? Does she have multiple family? However, since they were able to raise such an angelic person so they must be kind too.
He was a bit frustrated about himself not knowing anything about her, as he was preoccupied by his career and showing and proving his love to her that he did not bother asking who she really was. Afterall no matter who and what she is, he doesn’t care for he loved her so much.But then to make her truly happy he needs to get to know the people around her and what type of life she was leading before he came along.
After taking a shower, (Y/N) went directly to the living room where she caught Zen looking so out of himself, hands spread out on the sofa, head staring blankly on the ceiling. No need to wonder what’s worrying him. She sat down beside him resting her head on his chest and lacing her arms around his torso. She look up to him as he gazed down upon her.
“Are you now wondering about me Zenny?”
She asked him, warmly smiling. Zen shook his head in disbelief and amazement.
“I never imagined that my girlfriend is a psychic!”
He exclaimed. She playfully told him.
“I’m way better than you since you only have psychic dreams!”
She stuck her tongue and they both laugh lightening the mood. He then sighed, placed his left hand on her head gently stroking her wet hair. Then Zen blurted out what he’s thinking.
“You know what babe, I’m really frustrated with myself right now.”
He stopped, she waited for him to continue. Another sigh escaped his mouth.
“ I always lecture Jumin to be sensitive with his surroundings, but I ended up being the insensitive one.”
Confused by his remark. She untangled herself from him and popped her head up to see his face. There was a bit of sadness and frustration on his eyes. He can be emotional at times, he was an actor after all. Trained to express emotions.
He weakly smiled at her and then averted his gaze as he continued talking.
“ I only know a few things about you. Like, your favorite food, color, you get drunk easily and that you are a writer. I don’t know your past, what kind of dreams you have and many more. Practically speaking, I am like a stranger to you. And….”
Before he could finish his sentence, she put her index finger to his lips to get his attention and to stop his negative musing. He looked surprised with the gesture, she smiled to him feeling brave. She puts herself into his lap her legs straddling on his torso so she can stare directly into his eyes.
He stiffened with the sudden boldness ,nonetheless he stayed silent as she cupped his face for the second time today. A grin crossed his face as they gazed into each others eyes. Then she slowly speak to him to convince her lover about the words she's about to say.“Zen, you mean so much to me." She paused a bit letting it to sink in to his mind.
"Of course our past is important but not as important as our present. What you are right now to me, is nothing like a stranger. You are my World now, my everything. You understand?”Zen realizing the gravity of her words felt extremely happy. He thought to himself:' how could she have such a cute girlfriend!'. He pulled her closer to himself as he reached over and found her lips for his to claim. It was a quick passionate kiss. It was now his turn to glow red hearing those sweet words made his heart skip a beat.
“I understand my princess. You are my world too, and I am now all ears to listen to your past anytime you’re ready. We can both talk about our past as we go along to our future together.”
She nodded to him, tears of joy trickled her cheeks.
"I am so happy that we can now look into the future Zenny, we had a bit of a difficult start."
She let's go of Zen’s face to wipe her tears. Zen, chuckled.“My baby lamb, why are you crying??”
He wrapped his arms around her, letting her head rest on the crook of his neck. Gently rubbing her back to make her relax.
Once she calmed down, she started speaking without removing herself from his comforting embrace.
“Zenny….”
“hmmmmm? yes babe?”
“I’m not crying because I’m sad, these are tears of joy. I am just so glad that I have you. So please listen to what I say.”
Zen, nodded silently just to acknowledge that he got her point. He still continues to rub her back. She decided to talk after a while.
“Zenny, I’m an orphan. Part of my childhood was spent in pain, tears and suffering. I was not raised in an orphanage though but it was in the slums. I have three siblings not by blood and we are raised by a drunkard who will beat us if we don’t give him money. He would always chained me on the floor as a hostage, since I’m the youngest and the weakest. My borthers and sister could not escape because of that.”
(Y/N) fell silent as she reminisce those painful memories. She could feel Zen’s anger but more so his suffering, that his most treasured someone had suffered a great deal in life. She was concerned, for he might think he’s forcing her to say these but it all melted away.
“You don’t have to worry now my princess, I am here to protect you. I will not let anyone mistreat you again. I will love you all my life. Thank you for letting me know about your past. It made me realize what I need to do.”
They continued in that position, suddenly her stomach growls from hunger. She instantly straightened up blushing profusely, embarrassed with the situation she attempted to cover her face with her hands. Zen, laughed softly amused with her actions, he finds it so adorable that he could not stop himself from teasing her.
“ It seems like my princess, is hiding a dragon!”
She playfully punch him in the chest. They both stood up and walks to the kitchen. She sits down on the chair placing her face onto her palms silently watching Zen prepare dinner. While he’s cooking, she called his attention.
“You don’t have to worry if I was traumatized or something. The worst was already past. I conquered it, but I felt more invincible now that I have you Babe, thank you.”
Zen, looked at her as he placed the food in front of her
“I know your strong, and I felt the same way too, you give me strength and so much energy that I think I can face anything with you by my side. I love you (Y/N).”
He pinch her cheeks and peck her lips. Both their faces were dusted with pink.
“Now let’s eat, or I might hear the roaring dragon again.”
He chirped.
“Hey!! you’re such a meanie!”
She said, and with that they laughed and enjoyed each others company.
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I'm Yours and You're Mine (Zenx Reader) Mystic messenger
RomantikA Mystic Messenger Fanfic for my own satisfaction 😁. Can't really have enough of baby Zen. This is a story that takes place after the good ending. It depicts the ups and downs of your relationship with Zen. As both of you face your fears and chase...