Lost [JENLISA]

Chapter 2

Lisa's POV

Fuck, my head. Typical for a person a who gets hella wasted. I realize that I was on the floor, shards of glass were everywhere. Now I have a mess to clean up. I ran to the bathroom, and threw up the contents of my stomach. I wash my face and rinse out my mouth.

I go to the kitchen, to get pain reliever pills. Then I head to the laundry room where we kept all of the cleaning materials. I turn the lights on, so I could find the broom and the dust pan. I take it back to my room and clean up the mess. It was 10:47 PM when I got finished cleaning. I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. "I miss you dad." I whisper. Then I started thinking about a certain person. Jennie Kim. Hell to the no, stop thinking about her bitch. I got up and decided to change.

I was gonna go for a walk. I wore a black hoodie, without a shirt underneath. A pair of skinny black jeans. I wonder how it would feel to squeeze Jennie's ass? Wait, what the hell am I thinking? Lalisa why are you so perverted? I wore a black face mask. My black balenciaga baseball cap and my black huaraches.

I take my phone and earbuds. Then I quietly snuck out. It was already 11:03 PM. I was going to go to one of my favorite cafés near here. They stay open late, so I always come here after a long day.

I plug in my earbuds and tapped on a song called like i need u by keshi.

"Baby, I call in the dead of night
But you don't need me like I need you
Pray that I won't be alone"

I walk around the streets of Seoul, while looking up at the starry night sky.

"Baby, I call in the dead of night
But you don't need me like I need you
Pray that I won't be alone"

I made it to the entrance of the café. I went inside. I ordered tea. I usually only ordered this if I was stressed, but even the word stressed can't describe how I feel right now. Plus it would help with the hangover.

"Layin' on the bed
Waitin' for your text
Babe, there's nothin' left
Faded I'm a wreck"

I sat down at a table near the window, where I wait for my order.

"Afraid what's coming next
Wished we never met
Laying us to rest but
Baby, I beg you"

My order has finally arrived. I take a small sip knowing that it was still hot.

"Too soon with a drunk call
In the middle of the night you                  Took it, my fault Didn't really mean to interrupt        But if you change your mind then hit me up"

I watch a black cat stray gracefully. It looks so carefree. Can I be like that one day?

"Pain, that's an option
No time for nonsense
Can't ask you nothing
Drank, feeling nauseous
Too many toxins
Not even conscious
Say nothin' more
Say nothin' more, baby"

I took another sip of tea, while watching some couples walk by being loving and sweet to each other.

"We're better on our own
Tonight I'm getting throwed
She never coming home
Stay with me
Say you'll leave"

I watch the cars pass by. I wonder where they are going? At least they have a map to guide them.

"Pain, that's an option
No time for nonsense
Can't ask you nothing
Drank, feeling nauseous
Too many toxins
Not even conscious
Say nothin' more
Say nothin' more, baby"

I finish my tea, and sang the last part of the song softly.

"Baby girl, is saying
That we just friends, that we just friends
If we fucking are we just friends
Are we just friends?"

After finishing my tea, I went to the park. It is currently 11:34 PM. I'm sitting at one of the benches. It's a little chilly out, since it's still January. After about 10 minutes of sitting, I decided to go back to the dorm. I made it back to my room without waking anyone up.