Dean's Diary - (Destiel) (BoyXBoy)

6th-January

Dear Diary.

Today we decided that we would play a bunch of games.

Jo and thanks to Gabe Anna joined us. One of my favourites was "guess who is touching you"

We had a hat with our names in it and Sam was chosen first. He went out of the room and we chose a second name, Gabe. Then another hat had body parts. He got chest. So Gabe had to put his hand on Sam's chest and Sam had to guess who it was. He guessed wrong, it's not Gabe's fault he has small hands.

Later we decided to play spin the bottle.

Cas was first, he spun and landed on Sam. I looked away so I'm not sure if they kissed for a long time or not.

Gabe landed on Jo and looked more than a little uncomfortable as he pecked her. I laughed at that.

Jo spun me, and it wasn't weird because I've kissed her before but this time it felt different. I couldn't help but think, she's not the one I should be kissing. I looked at Cas after I kissed her and Cas's eyes were elsewhere. I wonder if it was intentional.

Sam kissed Gabe, they both blushed but no one else seemed to notice.

I spun on Cas and my stomach dropped, remembering our first kiss that Cas has no idea about and remembering the beach and my thoughts of us cuddling and stop...I need to stop.

I crawled across to Cas where I got up on my knees and he did the same. I looked into his eyes, and every time I do I can't get myself to look away. He looked down and I took the opportunity to lean down a little and kiss him. His face moved upwards to join mine and my eyes closed and I think his did too, we kissed for a good 5 seconds before we broke apart and I coughed snapping everyone back into reality, or maybe that was just me..