Dean's Diary - (Destiel) (BoyXBoy)

12th-January

Dear Diary.

This was yesterday...

Today I slapped Sam and cursed at him for cock-blocking me and he told me to just tell Cas how I feel.

I can't tell him how I feel. He won't feel the same he's my friend...

Just...just my friend.

"Look I'll make you a deal okay..." Sam said to me.

"Okay it better be something good though, I won't budge easy"

"I'll flirt with Gabe if you tell Cas"

"That's so not fair!"

"Come on Dean!"

"Fine! But you have to kiss Gabe, not just flirt with him"

"...fine" I smiled liking the deal I'd made...but not liking the fact that now I'd have to tell Cas how I feel.

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This is it..Sam is going to kiss Gabe.

It's quite late and we sat around the TV, Ellen and Bobby had gone to bed and Jo was sleeping at a "friends" house.

I sat again with Cas laying on me and my hands wrapped around his stomach. Gabe sat on Sam's lap after Sam had grabbed him pulling him onto his lap.

Cas was watching the movie, white chicks, and while I do love that movie I was watching Sam and Gabe.

"You're really light" Sam whispered...god his game is so off...

"You're really tall" Gabe said back with a hint of 'that was kinda obvious'

"Come closer I want to tell you something" Sam whispered and Gabe did so until their faces were inches apart and Gabe was basically straddling him.

Sam lent up a little joining his lips to Gabe's. Gabe jumped back at first staring at my brother and my stomach dropped...what if Gabe doesn't like him...but I guess he does because a second later he had Sam's head in his hands and his lips moved with Sam's...that's my brother I'm talking about...and it got pretty heated so I carried a half asleep Cas to bed.

Now I'm writing this and I here by promise that Tomorrow I will tell Cas how I feel.