50 Shades Of Us

« two »

selena pov ♥

I watched Ellie play with the kids. She's such a good older sister. She knows she's adopted, but treats us as if we're her own; we do the same.

her bond with Savannah is sweet. The two see best friends as almost do everything together. I wish I had that same sister bond with my sister -wait I didn't even have a sister.

"Mum, can we go to the beach?" Ellie came running towards me with a Savannah and Emory.

Brooklyn was a unique tomboy. She liked basketball and baseball, she likes playing with Ethan and teaches him "boy" stuff, considering he's the only guy in the family

"Sure hon; let's wait for your father to get home" I kissed her forehead and walked inside the house, only to see my wonderful husband.

"Hey honey, how was work?" I kissed he's jaw. He shrugged.

"Same old shit" he cussed and I scolded him since the kids were near by.

"Selena?" he asked me "baby, we haven't really gotten any alone time since the twins were born"

I nodded agreeing with him.

"So what di you say, we go and watch a movie?" he asked me with pleading eyes.

I thought about the last time we had went on a date, thinking back to when he first took me on a date. Ah, I stared at him as nostalgia hit me; the first time I met him, he didn't know about love. and now, he's happily married with 6 kids and a dog. perfect family.

"sure; but where we going to leave the kids?" I looked back at my 6 children all playing Just Dance.

"i've already got that covered; you just go get dolled up and be ready by 5"

He left me in suspense. He was always the type of guy who planned things before even asking them; a perfectionist I would call it-although he failed sometimes, he always came early and didn't want to disappoint people.

I checked my phone and it read '15:05' meaning I've got two hours to get ready. Perfect timing for me to me do all the stuff I want to do.

"Ellie, I'm going out with your father; take care of the kids will ya?" I told my oldest daughter; taking that she'll be responsible enough.

she nodded "Okay, can you buy me a tampon?" she blushed nervously and I chuckled. The first time it happened, she thought she was going to die. But, she's gotten used to the changes in her body.

"sure hon" I kissed her forehead and ran upstairs to me and Justin's room.

I looked out the window. It was raining, the couple's cuddled on each other; the kids coming home from school. This was Atlanta.

It was much different from California; but I had gotten used it living her. I wonder where Justin will take me. Maybe the Ritz or something like a posh restaurant.

"Watcha thinking about chicka?" my oldest daughter called my name.

We have a 'thing' where she calls me chicka and I call her babe. It's a mother daughter thing.

"Oh nothing, just wondering where your father will take me" I told her, not wanting her to worry about the true story.

"is it mom?" she asked me and looked in my eyes.

"what?" I stuttered.

"is it mom" she replied "Kendall Jenner?" she added.

My heart broke a little when she said Kendall was her mom; even though she is.

"Look, your mom and I have a good past. But we had a little fall out 4 years ago; it doesn't affect your or this family" I responded and relaxed under my touch.

She nodded and walked out of the room, making me sigh and sit down. I wanna tell her how bad her mother is; but I'm in no position to tell that.

...

"thank you" I kindly sat down as Justin; being the gentleman he was, pushed out my chair for me to sit down.

"You welcome" he kissed my cheek and I blushed furiously.

"Whats on the menu?" he whispered softly and kisses my baby hairs. I giggled, he's extra sweet today; almost too sweet.

"we've got, parmesan cheese with bacon for starters and a chicken and broccoli salad for the main course" he explained to me the menu.

I nodded and he called a waiter over for our food "What drink?" Justin asked breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Mabye, red wine" I giggled and he smirked.

We sat in silence, not an awkward silence; a comfortable and relaxed silence.

"So, you okay?" he asked me "Look, I know your worrying about Kendall" it's like hr reads my mind. I slightly smiled at him before taking a scoop of my food.

"Lets enjoy this night, without the kids, distractions and Kendall" he kissed each of my knuckles.

I lightly smiled and kissed he's cheek. maybe Kendall won't bother us after all. Justin id right, I just need to stop worrying all the time.