50 Shades Of Us

eight

selena POV

"okay, so ten add two, equals?" i asked my 5 year ago daughter.

"um.. twelve?" she gusessd.

"yes!" I picked her up "your getting good at this"

I walked to justin's office and I saw justin there, sleeping on the floor with he's books in he's hands. “justin?” i tapped him carefully, waking him up.

“mmm?” he groaned and lifed he's head up. he looked horrible. he's eyes were bloodshot red. he's eyes were also droopy, he looked like he was 95.

“god” he moaned “what time is it?” I checked my phone time.

“quarter to three” he sighed “are you okay?” i asked him sitting down next to him.

“i don't wanna fight selena. i just want
to have a normal life with my family and friends, without your crazy ex best friend getting I'm the way. I'm tired, you here me? i can't do this anymore” tears came out of he's eyes, and my heart cracked into a million pieces.

“then don't fight” he looked at me in confusion “we aren't going to fight. we are going to put a stop to this once and for all, and I promise you” I picked up he's hands “that your not alone. we are with you, justin. don't fight a battle, you know you can't win on your own”

I never realised how much this was all draining on him. on my family. I thought he could handle everything, but he can't. justin is a fragile person. he's lost everything in he's life. he's best friend, he's mom, he's dad, he's siblings. he was the last bieber standing. and now he's this close to loosing he's own family? how could he be normal? to know that your family might die and it's your fault– not that it's Justin's fault anyways.

“i love you” I kissed he's head. he smiled sadly at me and kissed me in my lips.

“i love you too”

we stayed in that position for an hour, just melting into each other. we haven't had a day when it was only me and him, considering the fact that we have 5 kids and possibly another one on the way.

he's phone decided to ring, breaking us out of our little game. i looked at the screen and saw “brynn” and rolled my eyes.

why the fuck is she calling him?

“hey brynn” he answered politely.

“seriously?” he looked shocked. justin told me brynn knew a lot abtthe whole scandal between us. he told me she was very important in he's life—wich did leave me screaming at him for hours, and he really does like her. the fact that justin liked a girl before me, makes me sick to my stomach

“okay bye” he dropped the phone and looked at me. “brynn, is coming to the house, get the kid's ready” he stood up and left me shocked.

“um, this is my house too, you didn't even ask my permission” I crossed my arms angrily.

“since when did i need your permission to invite people?” he asked, copying my moves.

“since you mentioned that bitches name!” I screamed “you can't just invite you ex to my house, and then think your wife is okay with it”

he walked closer to me and grabbed my hands “first of all, she's not my ex girlfriend, and second of all, this will be great help for us to defeat kendall once and for all. trust me she knows her stuff. you need to calm down”

“how can you be some calm in a situation like this?” I kissed he's hands.

“beacsue that's what we do best, you panic while I'm calm” he said “itd why we worked well together” he gerstured towards the two of us.

I giggled at the man in front of me. it's funny how one minute he'll be crying and the next, being happy and making me laugh.

but, i love him that way.

***

“het brynn, it's so good to see you again” justin hugged her tightly, I rolled my eyes. “this is my wife, selena”

i stood and looked at her. she was pretty. blonde hair, big boobs and small ass. i felt insecure by looking at her. no wonder justin is always talking about her

“hi, justin is always talking about the infamous selena, it's so good to see you” i smiled at her.

“so anyways, I'm going to help you guys with the kendall thing. I l never liked kendall during high school, and the fact that she's doing this is shocking. so let's get started” she walked towards the house.

“see she's not that bad” justin whispered in my ear.

me being the stubborn and jellous person i was whispered back “yeah, let's see if the kid's like her”