My 200 Pound Prince

-EIGHT

*SCHOOL*

Kakarating palang namin ni Marky sa school tapos si Marky dere-deretso lang sa room, ako naman pumunta sa music room.. pinapatawag daw kasi ako ni Ma'am Annie. Mentor nung club na sinalihan ko which is "glee club" president kasi ako kaya madalas ipatawag :) haha ok lang excused naman ako eh..

"Good morning Ma'am Annie" todo ngiti ako excused nanaman kasi woooooohhhhhhhh Hayahay!

"Deisa kanta ka sa program next week ah.. duet kayo nung bagong member..."

"bagong member?" may bago? bagong member?as in bago na new?  (paulit-ulit??)

"kulang kasi tayo sa mga marunong ng instruments.. kaya kinuhako siya.. i won't take no for an answer ok?"

"Hahaha ma'am naman kelan ba ako nag-no.."

narinig ko yung bukas ng pinto, keri lang baka mga gusto lang mag-practice. pakialam ko ba.. hahahha

"oh ayan na pala siya." paglingon ko sa pinto. parang tumigil ang mundo kasabay ng paghinga ko. OH NO! "Deisa meet Dean, new glee club member at ang makaka-duet mo sa upcoming program."  

WHAATTTTTTTTT?

"eto pyesa niyo... let me hear you.."

"ma'am ngayon na po ba? uhmm kasi may quiz pa po kami eh.." kahit wala naman talaga..i mean meron dapat kaso nag-resched ung prof namen. I must get out of here! I can't breath!!!!!!!! heeeeelllpppppp!

"excused kayo Deisa.. madali lang yang piyesang napili ko.. pero dapat full of emotions.." parang full of awkwardness nararamdaman ko ah..

"dapat po siguro siya nalang muna kumanta para makita natin capacity ng boses niya at kung bagay po ba kami mag-duet.." 

"sabagay, nice suggestion.. ok Dean you may start."

(please play video para #damang-dama)

"A Little Too Not Over You"

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.

It's what I tell myself.

What we had has come and gone.

You're better off with someone else.

It's for the best, I know it is.

Dean, please wag mo akong tignan ng ganyan.. wounds are still fresh, ang tagal na nating naghiwalay pero bakit ganoon? ang sakit-sakit pa rin ng lahat ng nangyari...parang kahapon lang ang saya natin bakit ngayon ganito na..." strangers" with bittersweet memories.

But I see you.

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside,

And I turn around.

Akala ko wala na.. akala ko hindi na kita mahal.. tinatago ko lang yung sakit na nararamdaman ko kapag nakikita kita na masaya ka... kasama ang iba... siya na ba talaga? may pag-asa pa ba tayo? babalik ka pa ba? kasi nag-aantay ako.. at mag-aantay hangga't kaya ko..

You're with him now.

I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.

I'm just a little too not over you.

Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go.

Didn't think it'd be this hard.

sinubukan kong magalit sayo.. kalimutan ka.. maghanap ng iba... pagselosin ka para bumalik ka.. burahin ka sa isip ko, bakit ganon kahit ako di ko na alam kung gusto ba kitang kalimutan o kunin pabalik sakin..

Should be strong, movin' on.

But I see you.

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around,

You're with him now.

I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.

Please wag mo itong gawin sakin... Dean... ang hirap mong kalimutan ... Ano ba dapat kong gawin, ngayon habang kumakanta ka...  nararamdaman ko sa kanta mo.. pareho ba talaga tayo ng nararamdaman or are you giving me false hope. DO YOU ALSO WANT ME BACK?

I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,

No way to take it all back, yeah...

Now I'm on my own..

How I let you go, I'll never understand.

I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..

Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..

Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.

I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.

And I really don't know what to do.

I'm just a little too not over you.

Not over you, oohhh..

Umiiyak pala ako.. alam ko alam niyang umiiyak ako.. dahil sa kanya.. agad kong pinunasan ang luha ko...

"that was very good Dean... ramdam na ramdam ko yung emotion at meaning ng kanta.  well iwan ko muna kayo dito ni Deisa ok? practice well! byeeee! "

lalabas na din dapat ako kaso pinigilan ako ni Dean..

"san ka pupunta?" ano ba pakialam mo.. i want to scream at him... i hate him and i hate myself for loving him too much.

"away from you." tama... dun ko gusto, sa lugar na wala si Dean..

"look, sorry Deisa I need to do that but believe me... I'm just a little too not over you."

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Mukhang mauudlot pa ang "Marky-Deisa" loveteam ah! or paasa much lang tong si Dean? whatchatink? until next updateeeeeeeeeeeeee! WALA BA TALAGA MAGCOCOMMENT?? IYAK NA AKO T_T.