Love is Strong, and Mines All Gone

Chapter 6- Are You Mine?

Eddie's Point of View

A/N: This ones kinda long (*Smut Warning*)

It's been a month now. I've been living with Chris for a whole month.

We began to share clothes, up until Chris took me thrift shopping for my own. I guess I'm guilty for taking a few band tees of his here and there.

I finally got enough money to buy Chris lunch every once and a while. I got it from cleaning windows at this guitar shop. It wasnt even a legitimate job- just a way I'd make money, when it was convenient.

I felt bad though. I felt like I was in Chris' way- though he'd never admit it.

I guess the one thing that's keeping me from going out to find my own place, just to get out of Chris' hair, is my feelings for him.

I had to admit, I think I liked him. His calming voice, his stunning body, his gorgeous locks, his soft lips.

The way he flirts with me when hes drunk.

The way he flirts with me when hes sober.

The way I flirt back.

Damn, I like this man, and he might not like me back. Plus, hes way out of my league. Hes so much hotter than me. Way more talented. But I guess that me knowing he's gay gives me more hope.

Hell, we might as well be dating. We act like were together- even though were not.

We sleep in the same bed, we cuddle, we share kisses on the cheeks- although we've never kissed on the lips before. We flirt, sometimes we share clothes, we go on lunch dates.

We even-

"So I think we should go to the bar together. Just have a fun night out. What you think?" Chris asked, knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Y-yea sure." I responded.

"You okay Eddie?" He questioned, as he put out his cigarette.

"Yea- yes I'm good. When we gonna go?" I aksed.

"Well it's already 9 o' clock at night so-"

I cut him off. "So we can go now huh?"

He chuckled. "Yea. Someone's eager to drink." He teased.

I shrugged, as I stood up from the small kitchen table. "Havnt had a drink in a while."

"Really?"

"Yea."

About 5 minutes later, we headed to the bar. Then we got there, another 15 minutes later.

Surprisingly, we both got a few shots of Vodka.

Tonight's either gonna be really good- or really bad. I thought to myself.

I knew what Chris was like drunk, but I've never seen him drunk off vodka.

And he's never seen me drunk before. Maybe Vodka wasn't the best choice, considering it's the first time Chris will see me drunk. And Vodka can fuck me up if I drink enough.

I'm not really into harder alcohols- I'm more into wine. But I don't really drink it in front of people, cause I get told "why are you drinking Wine? That's a woman's alcohol!" But what can I say? It's good.

Plus they dont sell Wine at bars.

So if I'm gonna drink manly alcohol, I might as well go all the way with some Vodka, right?