Love is Strong, and Mines All Gone

Chapter 24- Please

Chris' Point of View

Jeff called Stone and asked if I was with him.. cause he "really needed to find me." 

Stone said we were about to meet up with Jeff and Eddie, so I could.. talk to Eddie.

I was so damn nervous. My chest was pounding, and my hands were all shakey and sweaty. I didnt know what I was gonna say..or do once i saw him.

I watched as Jeff's car pulled up right beside Stones. I could see Eddie in the passenger seat- his head hanging low.

Stone stepped out, and talked to Jeff. I couldnt hear them.. which made me anxious. I saw Eddie turn to the two, and nod his head 'yes'.

Jeff and Stone walked off. I decided I'd man up and talk to him first.

I went over to the driver door of Jeff's car, and knocked on the window.

Eddie looked up at me, and nodded his head, signaling for me to join him. I opened the door, and sat in the car beside Eddie.

"Eddie?" I said quietly.

"Mhm?" He whispered.

"I-im really sorry.."

"I know." He said plainly.

"Eddie please.."

He looked over at me. He looked angry. "Chris.. you broke up with me because you dont want to be tied down when you're famous. Isn't that right?"

He looked at me, as we sat in silence for a second, before he scoffed and got out of the car.

"Ugh, Eddie wait!" I yelled as I got out.

"I dont think i can talk tight now Chris, I'm sorry."

"Eddie please let me fix this!"

"Fix what Chris? I-I love you so damn much.. and after years of reminding you every damn day about how much I love you.. you leave me? Over fame? All those times you held me and praised me.. did it mean anything?"

"Eddie-"

"When we cuddled or hugged I tried so hard to make you feel nice and warm. When we kissed or fucked I tried so hard to do my best.. to make you feel good. Everyday I tried to say something so you'd remember how much I loved you..Chris I-" Eddie began, before I cut him of with a quick kiss.

I pulled back and grabbed the sides of Eddie's face. "Eddie I love you so fucking much okay? So damn much. All I've thought about these past few day is about how beautiful you are.. and how I just wanna.. feel you and hug you and kiss you again. Eddie i- I'm so sorry. I love you- i was just afraid that.. if and when we both start touring.. that well never get to see eachother.. and that itll kill us later. But I was wrong. I cant do this without you.. Eddie i love you."

I moved my thumb over his cheeks, to wipe away some tears that had fallen. "I need you.." I whispered.

"I need you too.." He whispered back.

I looked over at Stone and Jeff- who were, of course, staring.

I turned back to Eddie, and looked him in his baby blue eyes. "Eddie will you.. uhm.. I shouldn't even-"

"Ask. I need you to ask.."

"Eddie will you.. go back out with me again?"

Eddie smiled, and nodded his head. "Yes Chris, yes I'll go back out with you."

I gave him a sigh of relief as I hugged him tightly. "God thank you! Eddie I'm so so sorry. I love you so fucking much, please believe me."

"I believe you Chris, I do."

"Eddie."

"Yes."

"Let's go home."

Eddie smiled at me, as we walked back over to Stone and Jeff.

"Well just walk home. Thanks guys." I told them.

"Awe you're back togetherrrr!" Jeff Cooed.

"Happy for you guys." Stone said, with a smile.

"Thank you." Me and Eddie said, in unison.

***

Once we got home, we got in bed together and cuddled, as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"I missed this so much." He confessed.

"I missed this too." .