Alpha Kaiden

Chapter 13

/ Diana's pov /

I was extremely confused when Kaiden said I was in heat. Sure I had heard of it but do I know what it was. Nope.

A strange feeling spread trough me which made me want to touch Kaiden so badly. I looked at Kaiden and a shiver ran down my spine. I wanted to jump him so badly.

Diana what the hell are you thinking?!

I felt like I was myself but also didn't. It was all so confusing.

"Kaiden I want to touch you so badly" I said and let out a moan. Kaiden choked on air as I said it. My hand went on his thigh and moved up and down.
"You don't wanna touch me?" I asked innocently. What is going on with me?
I was snapped back to reality and pulled my hand back.

"Kaiden I don't understand what is going on? Why do I feel like this?" I asked confused and frustrated. Kaiden sighed.
"werewolves have cycles of heat, in which they have a strong desire to mate. Female werewolves get this a month after they have been marked by their Mate but haven't mated yet. The desire they feel is only towards their mate, but unmated male wolfs are also affected by it. That's why we couldn't stay at the beach. All the wolfs in my pack will be swooning all over you" he explained.

"So I'm basically being sexually influenced so I will mate with you" I said and Kaiden chuckled.
"Yes you are , but that doesn't mean we HAVE to. I will wait until you are ready and honestly I'm just as nervous about it because it will be my first time too" Kaiden explained causing me to blush a little.
"You waited for me?" I asked with rose tinted cheeks. Kaiden smiled at me and nodded. He grabbed my hand and planted a kiss on the top of it. a hot sensation flowed trough me again and I moaned. I felt Kaiden tense and he let go of my hand quickly. Causing me to let out a whine.

"I'm sorry sweetheart. It's not that I don't wanna touch you, because believe me I do, but I don't know if I would be able to control myself. I'm even more affected by your heat then unmated wolfs because I'm your mate" he explained and I nodded. I let out a sigh.
"How long does this take?" I asked.
"Depends, for some only 2-3 days and for some a whole week. We'll find out soon enough I guess" he explained again and I groaned.
"I don't wanna feel like this all week!" I said and huffed in annoyance. Kaiden chuckled a bit
"I'll try to help you as much as I can, but I can't do a lot because I will get out of control like I said earlier. The touch of a mate can sooth the pain a little but it won't leave completely because the moon goddess is still trying to get you to mate" he said and I nodded. My hand immediately went to his and it indeed soothed the pain a little but it also gave me a weird sensation trough my body.

"Are you okay with holding hands?" I asked and he nodded with a smile.
"I am, we just can't kiss because I'm very sure that will not end well" he said and I smiled.

Awhile later we were back home and we quickly went inside. I went upstairs to our bedroom and sat on the bed.
"Is it okay if I take a shower?" I asked Kaiden who just entered the room.
"Yeah of course, just make sure to lock the door" he said and I nodded as I understood immediately.

I went inside the bathroom and locked the door. I removed my clothes and took a quick shower. I still can not believe how luxurious this bathroom is. Like the shower is already so amazing. It has so many different options for kind of water and smells and I still have a lot left to discover. This is so much better then my old shower.

I got out of the shower after about 10 minutes and dried my body. I pulled on the cotton sleep shorts and a shirt of Kaiden that I grabbed before entering the bathroom. I brushed my hair until all the knots were removed and walked out of the bathroom. Kaiden was sat on the bed with his hands in his hair , looking frustrated. He looked up when he heard me enter the bedroom. He quickly stood up.
"I'm going to take a cold shower" he said and planted a kiss on my forehead before entering the bathroom and locking it. I smiled and got in bed and under the duvet. I felt a bit better but still not good.